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2009-05-11T15:04:00.000+08:00

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2009-05-05T21:35:00.010+08:00

ha ha ha , very funny , make my tagboard feel alive ~ wooooo .
im so damn fucking bored ._.
FYI , please use ur brain more .
please do try and entertain me more next time . xiexie ni .

ask me for the link to view livejournal blog ;O this blog is getting boring .

2009-05-04T20:26:00.003+08:00

okays , im super lazy to blog , & i've been slping lyk a pig since after the ss easy test . So i shall make it short .

the new & ghey way of point middle finger .

& my beloved bunneh :D

stop pressing itttttttttt !

& i want a lolita >_>

added on 9 : 01 PM ;

sometimes i wish i could have dug out a hole
& hide in that hole for the rest of my life till i die .
Anyways , the earth's gonna end soon ,
so why bother that much uhhs ? ;O
just live happily even though its bad .
so no point in ranting all about what has happened lahhs .
Like what deon said this morning ,
just ignore everything uhhs .
& since when I actually started to care about so many things ?
It's lyk i've changed , im suppose to heck care everything .
& i still love 白▪チョコレート , as promised , we'll jam during june holidays .
I miss the other two dudes in the band :P even though they don't rock as much as us the females :X
but , we're still four ppl , soon to be five if i can find one LOL !

2009-05-03T01:19:00.003+08:00

thanks deon korkor again , for always being there for me . & aren't you glad that your reminder that always tells me to call you when there's anything bothering me works :D i mean im always finding you when i've seriously got stuffs bothering me lahhs . I mean , hey ! we've known each other for more than a decade already uhhs .
you even seen me when i was little climbing up the playground in the most unladylike way wearing a skirt lol :X yeahh , we talked over it on the phone just now didn't we ? & how we got back in contact with each other . i mean , seriously you're a super good friend of mine lorhhs . & it's like the dunno how many times that i find you when i've been crying over my boyf at that moment .
& for this time , i'm still gonna love him with my heart not with my brain . Yeahh , it seriously figures that i really wanted to love him with my heart , even though i'd know that it'd end with me having a broken heart & still continue loving him . & whenever bad stuffs happens , or something , i'd still think about my first boyf , though he did something that i can't forgive him about . But hey , girlf ! You're in the present , not the past , plus it's totally impossible between you two & now you're in love with the current boyf that you have .
Don't make the same mistake that you always make , & for goodness sake , i'm a female . All females like to be treated like a princess , nobody has the right to say bad about you , nor make you feel bad , nor do they have any rights to make you suffer . I'm still a female no matter how much i don't wanna be one , even if im like some manly kinda girl . i still am a female , i think like one , treat me like a queen & don't always make me give in to you too much . Even if it did happen , just tolerate with me having my emotional break downs . Though , seriously it's happening a lot for this year . I've bottled it up for too long , just take it as im some crazy person when i do that .
Hun , i seriously do love you , in a way i can't describe it in words , nobody could have use words to just say that i love you . & i know that everyday saying i love you is the only thing that you'd most probably think of how to express it , i don't mind it at all . But , sometimes , actions still need to show it . I do understand that guys like pretty girls , i myself love them . They are all darlings to me , even the ugly looking one , but as long as she has a heart of a woman . I don't mind even if you got another girl that you liked , and for a moment there you "cheated" on me . But , i still want you to really tell me that you really do love me , not like me .
& isn't love eternity ? Liking isn't for eternity ... that's what i know for sure . I'm just me , accept me for who i am , my temper , everything of me . Even my appearance and dressing style , cause for the moment that i was crying out my heart out , i was losing myself totally . I got so scared & a lot of wild thoughts was on my mind . Sure enough , i do need mental help . But , for that i guess i can find my parents , deon , tsuki & mengmeng . ;O you all still love me right D:

i'm still not as strong , neither am i weak . I'm just average or a little below it sometimes , can i still really love you till there's no limit to it ? I'm seriously scared of it , that you'll break my heart & i can't hold it anymore . Just like how i was crying just now , it wasn't my period that made me cry that way , the thought that i don't know was it because that im stupid to think that someone could love me for eternity in a lover way would happen . Be realistic , there's no such dude that you love you till there . Just love randy tay till you can't bear it anymore , just fuck care about how he might break you fragile heart , just fuck care everything that's gonna happen in the future , & just love him , even if he doesn't really love you . Till the day that he really means it when he says " i don't love you " then give up . Having a lover isn't a must for a lifetime , having those whom are around you that really love you for who you really are is much more important than anything else , everyone thinks that way right ? ;O so just think that way too . hahaha xD

thank you deon korkor still , you're the best korkor uhhs xD

2009-05-02T01:35:00.001+08:00

im still feeling fucking moody , & im one weirdo myself .

2009-04-28T21:59:00.003+08:00

just went to 白▪チョコレート blog & arse D: i ought not to shot myself T__T arseeeee . Oh & i'll start to relinking peepos soon after thursday's drum lesson , which a english paper's on that day -___- ughhh ! Today isn't such a great day at all /: Seriously not , though it rained , and no more super duper hot weathers . Hun's sometimes still an arse , i mean yeahh D: idk , just didn't want him to starve to death D:
& i've been watching princess diaries , now the 2nd one /: but i stopped half way cause now that im looking at the clock as i type it's 10 : 03 pm , which im so gonna slp soon . I'm a dead log , i know ;O Or at least , that's what hun always says i am .
FYI , i don't really sleep lyk a dead log , i do move and have some adnormal sleeping habits , or rather not that adnormal , but i mean ;O everyone has their own sleeping habits and stuffs .
Apparently , i still like being single , but well , i met the guy that i fell in love with , though he's not as bad as the other dudes , & well he's different . & drives me nuts sometimes . Idk ._. Is that the way it's suppose to be ? Cause most of the time , stuffs that are happening are what i've been predicting , it's like totally out of my brain that kinda stuffs :X But , i know im enjoying it xD It's fun in a way hahaha . Oh well , hun you're still unique , super unique . Except that , seriously for the next date -.- i want to go somewhere that i've never been to . I'm kinda bored of going to the same places over and over again .

Oh , & what do you call a capricorn that doesn't seems to be lyk a capricorn at all ? /:

during art lessons ; were suppose to have some mock test , but it turned out to not be lyk one .

bunneh , chip & carebears .

final layout ? >_> i know it sucks , cause it was sorta destroyed gahhhhh :X

that's all , im kinda stressed out . Cause i know i've not been studying at all , & i've not been paying attention for 2/3 of the lessons :X most probably . It depends sometimes ...

2009-04-24T19:45:00.007+08:00

111th post , lol nice number xD three ones . Anyways ;O let's talk about my prep work for my art , you know the sketches that i drew before that ? /: IT'S DESTROYED ! D: UGHHH ! Now , i have to redo everything again , so far from ytd's night i only drew the leaf & the apple , as you know , i've got a super great difficulity of during my vampire mouth out /: & for some reasons , my blood wasn't look lyk blood . I need a normal pencil -.- rmb to buy it on sunday after service & go art friend ! D:
So , blahh blahh blahh .
Hun borrowed my ps2 , blahh blahh >_> he say it's old D: Ass , you can return me if u dun wanna play it . I got my steambot chronicle to play with that console . Anyways :3 im kinda addicted to ether saga online , or rather not that much , it's pretty boring cause i've not been talking in that game , just trying to get the hang of everything there /: Am still waiting for my emil chronicle online to come out .

Hunneh , you owe me lollipops .

Ytd's drum lesson was okay ;O Only that Wayne (my drum cher) wanted to use the tape and tape my mouth cause i was lyk "ASS ! " everytime i make any mistake xD lol . Fun uhhs . Kinda stupid anyways me :X Have to remember to practice more . hahas xD I still can't decide what 2nd instrument should i learn , maybe i shouldn't . Then ラアwon't have any chance to play the drum :P Mwahahahas ! Anyways , i owe 月 a big apology .

I'm sorry , for ps-ing you today D:

p/s : i just wanna show off a stupid song that i wrote in words 8)

Mend into my heart

Your face had appeared on pieces of my heart,

Which burst into bits,

And the red liquid oozed out.

The knife that was stabbing at it,

Had dug my bleeding heart out.

It tasted so bitter and filled with darkness.

Oh no …

The song that I sung out,

Ran out of rhythm and tone.

The scores were flying all around,

As if it didn’t want it to be continued further.

Now that it has become an empty song,

The lyric that was written down is now pointless.

Fuck you! Screw you!

You left me so fucking confused.

I screamed with the tears of blood,

Fused together with raging emotions that were pouring out.

Did you ever look at those art pieces?

That we used to paint together,

With totally no meaning to it now…

A tragic death, that’s what that comes into my mind.

Back to the beginning of a sad song,

“I had a last glance at you,

As you left the exit of my heart.

Shattering it into pieces once again …

Letting myself to stitch it all back again.

Good Bye for eternity, my once-loved one.”

2009-04-21T17:51:00.004+08:00

Freaking tired & sleepy for the whole day again today -.- did hun's blogskin till 11 + , i know i suck at it D: but it's still okay uhhs his blog now . Anyways , chinese lesson today was average ? /: Cause cher was like just asking us to do some worksheets , & i did a compo which the others already did , cause i wasn't in school that time . Oh wellls /: Remember to do english later i guess . No more homework class for me , I've had enough of copying .
I'm done with my realistic drawing :D

an apple

blood

first attempt on drawing a mouth /: had to make some changes

arrow leaf

i got a cut on my left hand middle finger -.- arse . It's just a small cut & it hurts uhhs D: Fuck you penknife ! Anyways ;O im off to complete my english hwk lol ._.

p/s : im not that violent okays ._.

2009-04-20T19:45:00.004+08:00

Ugh , i've yet to start making the blogskin for hun -.- i promised to do it , but i've got my art homework to do as well . & i've yet to practice my stick control /: yeahh , the tempo's getting a lil off and faster . I seriously need to practice later , lyk duhh D: i'd do that @ 8 : 30 . If i don't , remind to later . Cause i was in homework class today with von , so i didn't get to practice on drumkit . Oh wells /:
アク, you're so not gonna snatch my drummer role from me in the band :D
bwahahahas , i know i rocks :P & im still the band ldr okays ! :3 yupyup , i still am . I didn't neglect any of my friends , w00t . & i seriously hate the poa teacher , what was his name ? >_> I mean , even if i didn't pay attention and stuffs , it's also not his loss or something . I'm the one taking the exams .
& MYE is just next week /: FREAK ! Blehh , i hate mondays still D: Anyways , today we finally got to have PE , & i ran for shutter run , though im freaking tired & slpy . & i don't feel lyk running at all , did sit up >_> Muscles pain from last night , idk , i think it was cause of my slping position . & I'm so not gonna give hun any morning call , even if i did ;O I'd scold him . hahahas :P
I was thinking of changing my blogskin , maybe i will after i finish my stick control , cause im gonna do hun's one first ? Nawh , i think i'll do my stick control exercise first ;O Doesn't takes that long anyways , i need pictures and inspirations on how to make it (though it might not be perfect)
白▪チョコレート still rocks my world , seriously you guys just do <3 hahas , yupyup . I love you all :D Anyways , was having dinner with hun & von just now ._. he's being mean again . Well , most of the time he is anyways . & I send mass sms to most peepo saying that i love them :D well , other than hun , the others are friends kinda love lol . I got all kinds of funny reactions xD I shall do that again tmr or so .

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kinda style as my blogskin ? /: I mean it's punky and cute xD & sorta scene like & goth . I planned to stay my own kinda style of clothing still , im so not gonna change it . I'm so not going to xD & shopping shall still be with 月, cause our taste of clothing are similar in some ways , and shes a female and she could take my crappy stuffs a lot >_<

2009-04-19T22:09:00.003+08:00

okays , so i'll start from Saturday , went to somerset with hun & his church was there @_@ but we didn't go in ? /: & then we had to lyk avoid to see the peepos that hun knows from his church cause you know ;O they don't really encourages students to have boyfs and girlfs yet and stuffs .
& sry that i didn't make it to the party & service . I'm just freaking lazy >_> I know im seriously like a dead log now D: GAH !
I hate mondays D: it's the beginning of the damn week , i mean it isn't so bad , but i have to spend almost like 8 whole hours in school , i mean seriously it does kills time & stuffs , but i don't like waking up so early at all . & MYE is coming , it's lyk the end of this month and stuffs , & then on tuesday after school or was it tmr that we'll be having our english oral ?
Blehh , who cares xD i can't really rmb how long i've been tgt with hun , is it our 2nd month or was it the 1st ? :P lols , i know im suppose to rmb this kinda stuffs , but geez /: Nawh , i guess it doesn't really matters as long as we're still tgt :3 even though we do quarrel & stuffs . But , i suppose hun , you're still totally different from the other guys . I mean , being with you sometimes makes me feel like im having a boyf for the first time , i've totally got no idea why ._. Maybe it's cause that i didn't have a boyf for like more than half a year , but that doesn't really matters .
At least , you love me for whom i am :3 even though im super clumsy , stupid , i dunno all kinda stupid stuffs lol ._. & even though you and i are sorta addicted to different kinds of games & music . & a lot of other differenance lol , yeahh seriously ;O even i think our hobbies are different , cause you like spiderman , iron man and naruto , metal music , while i like dollfies , lolitas & jrock music . & you said an cafe sucks D: while i say an cafe rocks . LOL ! xD I know we've totally got different kinda taste for a lot of things , well at least somethings still do stay the same right ?
Hahas , well :3 i'd like to thank everyone for being so good to me or either that being such a biatch to me , i don't really mind <_> i mean im cool with it xD i still wanna thank everyone . Cause im just some useless dumbass idiot ;O nawh , bear with it . I've totally got bad sense of direction and a lot of stuffs that i suck at . Hahahas xD

p/s : i think i need to get purity rings .

2009-04-17T15:56:00.002+08:00

seriously , i've got a thousands of things bottled up in my heart , there's no one in this world that i can tell about all these things , i don't know how to bring across to anyone whom dun mind listening to it . i'm scared that i'd hurt the other party whom is listening to me . sometimes , im just a lonely being in this world . yeahh , god's always with me , but i need a human to be with me as well . isn't that how humans are like ? we hate to be alone , we need to socalized .
im just fucking stupid , or silly . you know , sometimes i just seriously dunno what the hell am i doing ? i mean , i know im not the only one whom had bad days , but sometimes , you just cant help it . yeahh , you need to re-experience it again sometimes , seriously when you were stuck in ur happiness for too long , it just make u feel lyk you're just again not used to having another bad day again .
when you talk to adults , all they cared most for now is about your studies & not ur social life uhhs . & what i normally care is still my social life more than my studies , i fucking know that studies is important . what's there to actually talk to my mum about all these kinda stuffs , she'd not want to answer sometimes and just ask the studying question again ? why can't adults just happens to understand it somehow sometimes uhhs . is it that fucking hard ?
does becoming one adult makes you forget about how you were when you were a teenager ? i mean i know that when my parents were once teenagers , they were totally different from how i am now . Mum also once said that its my life that im living on , not hers , so everything's like my choice as long as you're just able to face the consquences .
Kinda true , but it isn't really that helpful , cause i suck at choosing the correct peepo to trust and stuffs . & my social skills is better , but not that gud still . Everytime , it just happens to like you seems better , then the next , you're bak to square one . & what's the problem ? it isn't you that's the problem sometimes , its the others ._. but you can't help it . & then u just have to fucking bang the wall till you faint and slp and wake up with a better mood . Or at least , that's what i normally does .

sighh , nobody fucking cares about Rii anyways , just fucking bang the wall and go to slp or just live ur no life gaming life again .

2009-04-15T09:38:00.011+08:00

i was suppose to post ytd , but i got a high fever , & im freaking suffering . Im better now though xD i still hate the bitter-ness of medicines & stuffs , they just do suck . & i hate doctors /: even if they do heal my sickness , i just hate visiting them ~.~

anyways photos for monday ; 月 , millie , eunice & me went out for shopping , but afterawhile we were doing our own shopping instead . Thanks アクfor waiting , but instead he went to his chinese class D: sry . & another thanks for hun ( was asked to change it <_< cause he wan to remain unknown to the public ) for pei-ing , while hes tired & slpy and hate bugi super a lot .
didn't really manage to buy any clothes thoughh D: but i saw one , another shopping on friday xD

bunneh buns ! but were eaten by 月 & von D:

ytd's photos during art lesson , got super bored , and i totally have got no idea on how to draw a freaking mouth . Since im gonna do entrance xD the food entering the mouth is consider as entrance , i've got no idea why my brain was so sick ytd -.- i wasnt having that much of a high fever during school time hahahas . Pretty stupid ;O my ideas , and im still asking peepos around to help me draw lamp-post .

i know its ugly ;O

my phone :D

guess whats this xD

the bunneh on my bag .

random photo :D was having mac with 月 & hun ( needed to be changed D: ) ;

reading all the previous post , it's actually quite interesting . for awhile , im in love , the next moment im outta love . Do all guys tend to do all these kinda stuffs ? ;O Or perhaps its just me , stop fucking being so obsessed with them -.- just fucking live the life u used to have before you even had a boyf ? >_> actually im doing that somehow , its better than last year .

Doesn't boyf means that half lover & half a best friend ?

p/s ; i notice how stupid i really was LOL ._. at least now i know the differenance between love and like .

2009-04-12T15:34:00.004+08:00

well , myself , this post is for you only . yeahh , well you learnt how stupid and immature you are now . there's no such person as to be with you for 24/7 , or at least when you needed someone and stuffs . stop being such a moron . just do whatever you wanna and stop being stupid enough for cry for nothing you asshole . just stone for the whole day again -.- and where the hell is mengmeng , she has not been answering any calls at all . UGH !
whatever whatever , who damn fucking cares so much anymore . Just go and watch your south park and love it . & love all frictional characters than to love real life characters . What rights do you even have to feel this way , go fucking kill yourself or bang the wall or whatever . & please aku , im not being lyk you .
im just mad at myself for being super duper stupid , and just fucking stupid . I'm the lyk stupid-est among the stupids . whatever , who gives a damn about you anyways , rii . Just go fucking kill yourself and let the other you take over , and just be the damn one that all the others fucking want you to be like . GAHH WHO GIVES A DAMN ANYWAYS ! fucking die and shut up .

& just fucking put music before love -.- music rawks even fucking more anyways , you know it .

2009-04-11T21:40:00.003+08:00

104th post ; happy belated birthday to hazeline , i mean now it's still her birthday , but i missed saying it to her at 12 am . Anyways , i'm starting to get back to my social life , just a little part of it . But , still i wanna thank chermin kor for treating me to the movies :D it's damn hilarious , & thanks 月 &アク for always being there , more of 月 though . & i saw ラアon thursday while going to school at 7 + , most of the allowance goes to taxi fare this week .

Went to movies with mum , dad & hun . Quite fun and stuffs , was eating at some japanese restaurant . & blahh blahh blahh .. Seems lyk a family somehow ;O but hun was more lyk older brother as he had told me before we went to vivo city . Oh well :P we have no blood-relation with each other , & we're no siblings . LOL , though sometimes you do take care of me . Well , most of the times i guess ? o__O maybe not hahahahas !

& stop calling me a dead log , when you're a pig , my darling :D

I'm thinking of getting a guitar somehow , either electric guitar or bass , i can't decide . Though i know that 月 & アク & hun all got guitar /: except bass guitar . Gah , i can't make up my mind . Do i even need a guitar ? I've got my drumkit already .

Anyways , take a look at my chio avi @ imvu 8)

that's all for today :3 & still happy birthday to hazeline quek !

2009-04-07T22:46:00.003+08:00

i went for school counselling today /: i seriously have quite enough of counselling somehow for now . oh well , today's pretty normal , except that yvonne wasn't here to buy chicken rice . & i didn't ate chicken rice today . it was omelet rice ;O

i fell asleep again while waiting for dad , mum & boyf ( my cream puffs)

the cream puffs , sry about the blur effect ;O

bad hair ;P

random scenery at my house downstairs , nice uhhs ?

that's all , and tests at thursday , im surprised that hunneh isn't making me study for it xD w00t . You still rawks , even though i got suan-ed by my parents cause my cooking isn't as great as yours D: but , cool , i got a guy that knows how to cook and stuffs xD i mean , that seriously made me felt super glad . SHUGO CHARA !

2009-04-05T22:18:00.008+08:00

i've yet to complete the english project , cause i totally lost that paper & i'm somehow missing part of my life that i used to spend it tons on my friends and 白▪チョコレート, i seriously do miss those times . I mean i know that you all are still here , & stop emo-ing ! i still love all of you tons and tons !

you guys still rocks my world .

i know that i do suck a lot most of the times , and i still sucks ? but , you guys are the best , especially 月& mengmeng , you gals are seriously the best-est . Von also lahhs <3 im so gonna make one week that are delicated to all of you all :3 yeahh , i mean i will seriously do that /: taking some of my free time , or rather 1/2 ? ;O half half . Makes it equal xD

watched DMC with prinze just now , he got all crazy & turning into a metal rocker mode ;O , & hes cursing a lot , ~~even cursing me~~ (untrue hahas :X i just add it down .) LOL :X oh well , i gotta admit that the music is gud .

I'm seriously an arsehole .

2009-04-04T22:54:00.005+08:00

hello to my 101th post , was suppose to go cinema today , but in the end didn't . Cause the seats were sucky & he didn't wanted to sit so front ;O oh wells , it sucks being 15 cause there are tons of movies that i want to watch which is nc16 .

anyways photos ;

friday ~

the following photos are vandalism done by von & 月.

today ~

the sitch that was caught by hunneh for just 1 dollar ? /: yeahh show off . hahahas :X

this is the neoprint that i put on my phone ;O others , i look fugly , i know i still do look fugly , im just showing off o__O arsehole uhh me .

that's the end , & i've yet to complete all of the homeworks that are given , sick and tired of school , who isn't ? i want a super duper long holiday still :3 oh , he's bak home lol . Going to buy clothes , bag & a wallet next week . I seriously need them .

リー, you are an arsehole .

2009-03-31T21:29:00.003+08:00

i seriously just don't know anything , stop forcing anything out from me . Even if you all bring me to the physiologist , nothing much is gonna change . Even if its seriously just that i have seriously got some mental problems in me . I know i do have it , i don't even mind going to work part time after school . i don't know how to talk to adults anymore , you all tend to conclude it pretty quickly , i know its normal for humans to does that , cause im always doing that as well . But , i don't wanna talk anymore , cause it's just plain useless sometimes . & you guys think whatever , its just whatever , sometimes i seriously dun wanna think anything anymore . Even if im starved to death i don't give a damn . It's almost like im almost giving up hope on most things already when i think about it . Except for my love , yes , i do love him . It's a fact , i love him . I know i really do . I don't wanna leave him so soon , i still wanna be with him and there's a lot of things that i wanna do . Even if it's gonna be a super hard life or whatever . I know it's super stupid , cause i used to think that it was anyways . Why am i actually making my own life so complicated , i've got no idea myself . The choices that i made , tend to do that to me . Okay , it's just me and my stupidity , there's nothing that i can blame , and im not blaming on anything neither am i gonna blame myself . & i totally know nothing on whatever to do already .

Just leave me alone for now .

2009-03-30T21:53:00.004+08:00

too many things actually happened ... so photos :3

poa lessons .

puffer fish .

thats mengmeng .

月's cat .

during pe lessons . (i didnt attend it)

we're just wasting the stickie tapes given by yvonne during chinese lesson .

okays , so mengmeng stayed for the whole week , and stuffs . & i've got 3 great days , and my mood seems to be happier as said by eunice . LOL -.- and she and i got some common things to talk about , only that her boyf is in the same school and mine isn't ? /: eat your own arse , boyf :3 i mean mine , hahahas :P i still love 月and you :3 I still lyk hugs >_< makes me feel secure lol :X though it seriously does make me wanna fall aslp even more . But i still lyk it somehow . If my damn stomach doesnt hurts anymore -.- i dun mind anything , it's better somehow a lil now . Sighh /: i don't feel lyk doing the project , cause it looks lyk im doing it myself all of it instead now ._. & btw , there's a high chance of me not going to sch , cause im feeling super unwell now -.-

p/s : i still love everyone , and im still spending time with u all :P

i love you <3

2009-03-27T18:17:00.005+08:00

ytd went to eat ramen at bugi with 月 & caretaker . LOL , its lyk wasting money instead , i cant even finish half of it . Talk about arseholes too much hahahas ! I've been lyk saying , eat your own ass , asshole and stuffs a lot ytd . Of course , i did the same thing today , and then 月 and i started saying bomb ur own ass and a lot of stuffs related to ass .

South park still rules as it always have been since recently . It's better than power ranger ! :P

& during the evening , went to geylang bahru to play the playgrounds , had been so freaking long since i was last seen on a see-saw other than ytd xD It's fun .

During art lesson , i feel so "special" cause i don't have to draw the final layout on the board , cause i don't even have one ! Muahahahas ! :P you guys sucks ~ lol jk jk .

Ate chicken rice again for today's recess .

Had english , and i owe-d tons of homework , cause i was not in school for quite a number of days , i can't really be bothered with any of the ss project / the eng project . Project just SUCKS .

Professor Snape lessons are still as boring , but have been using that lesson to draw out a manga girl , she's cute :3 but its under my table now hahahas ~

Going to go somewhere to fish with my parents , mengmeng & my dad's friends ._. Im just going there to sleep in the tent xD HAHAHAHA !

& i've got a new trademark of a bunneh called the bondage bunneh , since that the eyeballs are being dug out by me xD

have yet to play hotel626 , some says its nice , some says its not . I'll try it later , -ahem- some are playing during midnight -ahem- .

p/s : im not m tou fa , but im called potato ! :D

You are an arsehole .

2009-03-24T14:57:00.002+08:00

i skipped school again , why am i doing this ? & what do i even want to do now ? i can't think of any answers to it at all . Even mum and dad says that results doesn't matters at all , i think that's bullshit . Cause you two still do care about it , you know how much i hated to just taking out my free time to study , i know you will say " oh why other students can do you , why not you ? " part of it is my fault , and part of it isn't . I just don't know . Cause even if my parents said it didn't matter if im having any failing grade , and in the end what ? You all still say as long as u tried ur best , and you told me to what ? Take out 1 hour of my free time to study . Sorry , even if i could do that , it doesn't even work at all . Im just born stupid . I've got no talent , lyk some worthless normal human .
Who cares even if im crying now , i know i need the counselor to solve all these stupid things , but i just simply hate counselors , they did force all the answers out of you . & of course , i know that there's a lot of things in fact , that even all my closest friends have yet to actually even know . I just can't tell . It's a little too personal , and i don't know -.- i just wish that after all these crying for this whole day it would just come to an end , cause i seriously don't wanna cry over all these stuffs anymore . Im only going to stick to living till 35 years old and that's it .

2009-03-19T21:26:00.012+08:00

i would lyk to thank xuanwei for helping me to hack my pet society xD & dun anyhow play with my facebook account !

LOL xD im lvl 47 .

anyways , my new good friend came my house today , with FREE lunch for me cause he dared me about something xP HAHAHAA ! Anyways , thanks for the lunch again xD i ate it an hour after you went off . My shoulders are always here if you need them tmr ;O Anyways , YL suddenly came talking to me on fb , and i asked her to talk to me on msn .
Guess what ? Saturaday's mengmeng's birthday -.- for a moment , i had forgetten it till i rang her up and asked whether she wanted to stay over at my house . Gotta prepare for her birthday ! But no freaking ideas right now D: UGH !
Anyways , i've yet to reach my goal of studying during the holidays , i only managed to study a day with the help of my new friend ;O yeahh that one that came my house with free lunch for me LOL ! -.- Shall mug later !

MUG RII MUG ! YOU ARE NOT TO FAIL ANYMORE DAMN SUBJECTS !

Yeahh , so i shall study science , and do up one comprehension passage and 5 maths question later after i finish with this post . I can't stand my clumsiness & my stupidity :X seriously cant , even ziling's calling me a sotong , yet another nickname ;O I broke a thingy , i lost this and that , my room's in a super mess :X sorry pal , for our first meeting , you actually saw my messy room LOL ! xD

Dad said im a sweet potato walking around the house ;
however Joo said that im more lyk a rotten potato .
& Gina just said im a Jack&Jill's spicy flavour potato chip .
Verena said im a pocky potato ,
Xuanwei said im lays potato .
~~YL say call me retard better (okay not related to potato LOL)~~
Wesley called me a bunneh potato o__O
Manlyn just called me a suilian potato .
Tsuki says im a no life potato ;O
Randy calls me a potato head ,
Ziling calls me sotong potato . LOL

now im wondering , why am i now a potato instead of pig when dad started calling me one first :X
Dad's explaination says that cause im lyk a living human without a brain to think , and joo haven't actually asked that . LOL ! It's just plain crap from me :X but they really said that LOL ! Im being all random with my msn pm anyways :X first it was invisible boobs , next was breast cancer cause of my firefox theme , and randy asked me whether im supporting the breast cancer -.- LOL YEAHH ! im supporting them mentally xD now is the potato thingy :3 Ohs , and joseph kor just talked to me .

added on 9:59 PM ;
hahas , i went to my makeup drum class today :D dun say im lagging behind !

added on 20/3/09 @ 12 : 34 PM ;
STEPS's available for download :3 shall download it overnight ~ heehee xD oh wells , seems nice . No worries friends ! I wont pangseh you all just cause of a dumb game , maybe for a day or so HAHA ! It wont last more than 3 days :P

Should i go for cg or not ?

2009-03-14T18:44:00.004+08:00

I WANNA BE TRANSLUCENT !

it's cool i mean , doesn't it scares peepo off , letting them think that you're some kinda spirit wanting to haunt them down ? xD Yeahh i ps-ed 月 :D cause i spent at 4 am last night . & im actually still freaking tired , i have yet to reach lvl 30 /: i mean its just 2 more lvls + 50 % more D: jiayous ! I'm actually addicted to my blog for unknown reasons , i think my blog looks so much better , & colourful ! in some ways (:
Oh , meeting verena for breakfast tmr , better set the alarm later hahas . Sometimes , im thinking " should i start and talk to ( you know hu) " but i guess not , can't go soft now D: hello you're a fe + male ! you're not a male . Aren't you seems to let the guy give way to you at least once .
gahh ! whatever , and i think im seriously gonna start to study , for the sake of idk whether i still want a DS or a dollfie , but i think i wanna a dollfie more now :3 its just whether would i wanna the 57cm one or the 60cm one >w< the both dollfies are freaking chio & cute hahahs ! i want to have a real life bunny as a pet , even though i have got four chinchillas already :P bwahahahas !
& i have just thought of yet another song out :P COLOURS ! Since its a fact that all colours do have meanings in them , so i'll just go off and play my game and then i shall write out the lyrics ~

2009-03-14T00:06:00.002+08:00

Tagged by Eunice Goh ;

1. Besides your lips , where is your favourite spot to get kissed ?
my ass duhh ! :P

2. How do you feel when you woke up this morning ?
i shall go back to my slumber land again xD

3. who was the last person you took a photo with ?
myself

4. would you consider yourself to be spoiled ?
super , what can i say , ive got a super gud pair of mum and dad :P

5. would you ever donate blood ?
yeahh , i heard there are tons of benefits from it , after i turn 16 , i'll rush to donate all of them if possible , my blood .

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex ?
Duhh ! Look at my childhood friend , deon and you'll know HAHAHAH !

7. Do you want someone dead ?
sure

8. What does your last text message say ?
it was from ziling ;O she just return from her obs camp and didn't went to drum lessons neither LOL !

9. what are you thinking of right now ?
should i get a DS or a dollfie .

10 . Do you wish someone with you right now ?
nopes , i dun really mind ;O cause i can just talk on msn .

11. What time did you go to sleep last night ?
1 : 13 AM

12. Where did you buy the T-shirt you are wearing now ?
GIoRDANO , that's what it says on my shirt .

13. Is someone on your mind right now ?
ME :D

14. Who was the last person to text you ?
oh , i just got one new sms... it was from tsuki .

10 PEEPO TAGGED TO DO THIS THINGY ;
1. Rii (me) LOL
2. Tsuki
3. Mengmeng
4. Deon ( do it on ur facebook >_> )
5. Joojoo ( same facebook ! )
6. Collin
7. Chermin
8. Gabriel
9. Loewee
10. Royston

15. Who is 2 having a relationship with ?(Tsuki)
ME ! >_> we're friends , isn't that a relationship ?

16. Is 3 a male or a female ? (mengmeng)
FE + MALE ! >_> she has got boobs , but not that big , still can see the shape though .

17. If 7 and 10 get together will that be a good thing ? (Chermin & Royston)
GOSH ! My godbrother and my friend are not gays -.- they are straight .

18. What is number 1 studying about ? (ME)
A new drum score

19. Is number 4 single ? (Deon)
yeahh , duhh he is , do you want him ? hes a super gud guy .

20. Say something about number 5 .
He's a gud friend , and nice to bully :P and he goes to the same church , cause i brought him one , and hes my brotherrrrrr ! and hes fun too hahahas !

21. WHat do you think about 3 and 6 being together ? (mengmeng & collin)
Collin's taken already , mengmeng don't lyk that kinda guy , >_> conclusion , i'd break them apart even if they are tgt :P mengmeng's mine !

22. Describe number 9 .
His name is loewee , nickname weewee (im gonna get killed for this shhh :X) ~ hes a oldie pervert ~ he steals other zhabor's panties and sexy bras ~ (LOL i anyhow make derhhs)

23. What will you do if number 6 & 7 fight ?
join in the fight with them xD they would stop sooner or later .

24. Do you like number 8 ?
Yeahh ! i love him >_> cause he's my godbrother :P are you jealous ? HAHAHA !

the end of the thingy ;O

tmr im going to IT fair with 月 ~ i liked the lyrcis that i wrote out on the previous post , even though i think it's lyk pretty common , but i want to use that too :3 i don't lyk to throw away any of the lyrics that i might actually write out . Even though actually it wasn't suppose to be a lyrics /: but still i liked it xD Shall still stick to the idea of writing out a pirate kinda song . Influenced by one piece ! :D

should i get ;

OR

i lyk these two stuffs :3 i cant make up my mind still ~
oh well , off to change my blogskin ;O i cant be bothered with making my own blogskin >_> as you know im a lazy pig . HAHAHA !

2009-03-12T12:26:00.007+08:00

i didn't went sch again xD im kinda sick -.- i can barely wake up at all just now . Everyone must have felt the same anyways (: Blehh , malaysia and singapore didn't even make any differenance , it's just that singapore has got more buildings and smaller , and malaysia looks bigger and tons of trees , grass , green . Oh well , the camp was fun , but i didn't miss it at all . I got my butt wet for idk why i suddenly seems to be closer to the corner of the tent ;O then my butt got all wet and i had to change to another bottom , some of them are a lil wet /: and tons of mosquito bites and blahh blahh .
Oh well , the camp did make bonds stronger and weaker for some idk -.- oh well , im gonna break my voice any sooner , have been coughing lyk nuts since i return bak to singapore . I think im gonna skip my drum lessons -.- seriously , im super duper tired .

added on 9:52pm;

im not gonna care ~
not gonna care a single shit !
whatever you wanna do , just do it .
i'm not longer gonna stick lyk a superglue .
cause you never once made me felt lyk i was ur friend ,
you just made me feel lyk im just some shit being friendly with you !

whatever whatever whatever whatever .
that's what i'd be thinking ,
i couldn't have cared about you at all .
Not to mention about that 'love' that i gave you .
i asked for nothing but ,
it's all no use now .

cause i'm really not going to care about you anymore .
Goodbye my once-dearest friend .
I'll appear again , once you had changed ,
changed for the better , and you'd appreciate that 'love' that i gave you .
and no longer take me for granted for whomever i might be .
till that day comes , i'll just stay far .

far away , a distance that's perfect till that day that comes ,
and may our bonds be stronger once again and for all .
& no storms could have apart us at all .
i won't give a damn anymore about you ,
neither would i irritate you any longer ...

however , this time , the both of us are really gone for good .
we're back to being strangers lyk we hadn't known each other at all .
Our bonds are broken apart , which are just lyk the same poles
of a magnet rebelling each other .
the day continues as we walk our own ways .
no longer seeing each other in our own eyes , taking each other as invisibles .

i just wished everything would be over soon ,
the sorrow-ness that im actually having to lose a once dear friend .
lyk a needle piercing through my heart .
the day that when we're apart ,
the day that i became a robot .
even if you were not my lover , my friend .
i just want to say a final goodbye and off
we go into our own individuals world once again .

2009-03-06T08:42:00.002+08:00

For some reasons , i've got no idea why i'm actually recalling how did wanxin and i have met -.- it's pretty stupid thoughh hahas ! I mean its lyk why am i actually thinking about it anyways ;O He doesn't comes to my blog , so i can write all the bad stuffs about him , -evil laughter- im not that bad :P I'd indeed made the right choice of pon-ing CIP for my drum lesson ~ Tee-hee :3 and everyone must be really happy about my new hairstyle , cause its just plain weirdness and looks ugly on me LOL ! i mean , its way too freaking short /: i want it to be longer ! D: I still liked my hair (: and no more hair extensions ! :D
& finally won't go home without you by maroon 5 is finished -___- & we're learning some other new stuffs hahas xD & i wonder why are those two guys recently just thinking about their ex or whatever ==" blehh , its not my problem but just don't think about them , even if i just did so ! LOL
Mine's different , just accidently recall -.- but hes just my friend , no special feeling anymore (:
shall be off to facebook ~ it's addictive somemore , and shall chiong my ps2 !

STEAMBOT CHRONICLE !

2009-03-02T22:35:00.005+08:00

ytd was grandma's birthday celebration ~ went to some place and ate brunch .

grandma's table

the table next door ? xD

food o__O

waiting ~

grandma and aunt

& bought drumstick ~ the black one

today , went to 月's house to study .

hahas , i looks fugly -___- & disgusting . LOL アク's face LOL cut off bwahahas !

2009-02-27T23:23:00.006+08:00

hey bastard , yeahh , oh , shouldn't i call you "mr . mature" instead ? whatever , yeahh so what even if you're older , you don't even know anything lorhhs . So quit fucking saying that you're lyk some-know-it-all ! what , you from high sch now studying jc veri clever right ? I would say you're clever , lyk duhh ! You're clever than me in academic wise , not in others . What do you know about my past ? Like you only know about me end of year last year , what do you actually know about what happened before ? Yeahh , you think im just stuck in my lil sch with what happy and fluffy moments , which just pissed me off so much . That's what you thinks , yeahh im still freaking pissed off , i don't care however you think wad , so i shall post give you see lorhhs , since you wanted to do this in a childish way , shall do that together with you (: since you just indirectly said that im childish . What do you actually fucking know ?!? Did you even asked yourself before concluding that im living in my own happy and fluffy world ? & you even neglected me after so many times , yeahh even if you'd disappoint me numerous of times , it didnt matters , cause i didn't even said anything . & since when did i even said super harsh things on you ? SELDOM ! Yeahh , and i treated u lyk all of the others , or even more special cause i knew that you're sensitive to a lot of words , and in the end you treated me lyk crap . & you took me for granted , oh great , you just lost a bonding with a friend , aren't you glad about it ? Think all you want , cause its now only your problem , don't ever come to me for comfort anymore . Cause i quit doing that for you anymore . Till the day which u came with ur brain changed for the better even a lil and apologized when you really mean it , and i shall be your good friend again . Or just fuck off and don't talk to me . I don't care whether am i being unfriendly to you , you're just being immature and being oblivious to ~~everyone~~ i whom cared about you .

You know , i just feel so happy (: with hazeline , deon , tsuki & others around . Hahas , i mean even if its a super bad moment , at least i tend not to get so emotional as before , and tend to be more patience in these areas , with the bonding with others ( not with my art and other stuffs ) . I just wanted everyone of my friends to know that i love you all :P thanks for being there hahas ! Seriously uhhs :X i mean , well most of you must have seen the ugly side ( well im ugly) but you guys are still cool with it xD hahas ! & deon korkor , for always doting me and whatever from when i was young till now hahas ! Yeahh i know you're not that old lahhs only three years older (: but we knew each other for long ! (x and we're still as good as ever , and even if i tend to get angry or sad , you are patience with me still hahas ! I know you'll find your girlf soon ~ no worries hahas , as in a real girlf . No girl would wanna miss such a guy guy with a gud personality xD hahas !
& i bring a good news with me , i don't have anymore tuition , im studying now on my own 8) and i can go for service !!!! LOL xD isn't that gud news ? But here comes the other part , can i wake up on time ? Guess so xD hopefully i could , anyways i can LOL ! Camp's coming soon , looking kinda forward to it , cause there'll be starsssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss !
yeahh (: i liked the night sky in msia , its freaking nice , i can spend the whole night looking at it hahas !

oh and i change my dp on msn to this xD isn't it cute ? LOL xD got it from photobucket

Shall continue to promote my love for bunnies and search for more LOL ~

2009-02-21T17:44:00.005+08:00

went out with 月 & ラア just now , to sorta celebrate a lil for 月's birthday , in the end its lyk no ? >_> we didn't pretty much study neither LOL . Yupyup , was pretty happy at first , until just now /: blehh , who cares ? -___- for some reasons , im not as generous as i am usually .
went to alice 88th too after eating at mac & playing with 月's camera . ラア left earlier , cause he said hes gonna study & blahh blahh . went to swee lee too (: was looking at bass guitar , decided that for me to play one cmi for sure . So , i think im giving up =="
three of us still as crappy i guess ._. not sure , & 月 & i started talking about a cafe that we wanted to open tgt with yvonne they all (: pretty interesting hahas , even if i alone open one , i shall do so D:
the dollfies in alice 88th make me wanna buy them /: the clothes as well >_> super tempting lols . oh well xD thinking about all those stuffs made my mood better hahahas ! good luck for ss paper on monday (:
& i noticed that im freaking short , clumsy , stupid & mean -___- i guess it doesnt really matters even if im super noob at drums , still the passion for learning it still lives ! :D gah , dun think negatively stupid :B you know you rock ! hahahahs xD リー still lives on :P yeahh ._. im still alive

HAPPY BIRTHDAY 月 ~

didn't manage to say it today , shall say it here !

p/s ; i don't really know whats gotten into me , but just bear with my bad mood for today if i talked to you on msn .

2009-02-16T22:32:00.003+08:00

lalala ~ i changed my freaking blogskin again !
Yeahh its a freaking blogskin , cause it took my 5 mins away for copying and pasting the codes down . & even longer when i was searching for some cute bunny gifs . -___- crap , is my internet hating me , its moving at a super slow speed just now .
アク on msn , keep say what wan to rape me , lmaos . At least , hes being hyper rather than emo lahhs . I hate it when he gets emo , freaking guai lan :X lols ~ Blehhhhh :P i know he comes to my blog derhhs . hahahas !
Oh well , what should i say ? ._. should i say "congrats eunice for losing her first kiss" ? xD LOL ! Well , she did anyways . Happy first love ~ Hopefully it doesnt die out lyk mine .

& looking back at last year's christmas present that i kinda make for mengmeng , hazeline , xiangbei & gina ._. i didnt even manage to give them all out ! D:

bleh h, nevermind i'll just display it , i love those art pieces :P i mean , i actually made them with my own handssssss ! & painted them of course , bwahahahas ! It's a little too cute for me though :X Oh well , i shall go and put the pictures that ive printed out for the two whom shall not appear on my post LOL xD im mean >:) , yeahh >_> lmaos ! I didn't manage to study afterall D: LOL !

2009-02-15T16:48:00.003+08:00

ytd valentines day , 白▪チョコレートwent out (x

fake flowers from me xD

looks lyk アク kena choked liddat

my pretty food :B

yupyup , our first gathering today as a band offically :3 . We took neoprints twice ==" the first one was super screwed up hahahas ! & i edit-ed my blogskin . It's freaking colourful ~ somehow hahas ! Same goes to the band blog , its nice anyways . Took me the whole morning uhhs D:

i wanna play my ps2 >_> im waiting for daddie to return home , oh i need that freaking drum tab to be printed out , i cant practice it uhhs . hahahas xD oh wells byebye ~

oh and should have recorded that time when アク and i was jamming through the phone hahas ! it was fun :B really cannot wait for band practice ~

p/s ; リー rules the world , bwahahahas ! :B !

2009-02-13T13:47:00.005+08:00

Thanks for the valentines' day presents (x or i should say early valentines' day presents ~
its cool xP lots of chocolates , though im not really a fan of chocolates , & you know hu shall not be named stead together and whatever . im being in a super bad mood , cause aku -___- ugh , let's not talk about it . Im just super super mad about that thing . I really did told him so much earlier derhs lorhhs .
But , whatever , tmr's valentines day (: so , HAPPY VALENTINES DAY !

yup , i didn't missed you a single bit now , you're totally off my mind (: who cares about a bastard anyways ? LOL ! yupyup , cya you freaking playboy :P don't deny you ain't one ; cause u cheated my feeling ~

bwahahahas ! i was pretty mean to a online dude , but whatever ==" i mean , his girlf's just mad at him for just having bad timing , isn't that stupid ? & he told me that or whatever , he could have chosen to said that he was gud himself anyways .
Freak anyone that is going to ruin my valentines , if i'd have a real voodoo doll . I'd seriously be poking and doing all sorts of evil things on you . I won't care if you'd be receiving a deadly chocolate from me and you were killed of it , even if i was charge with a murder , i wont even care about it . okay , im just in a freaking bad mood >_> i think i'll just go and cool down .

p/s : today's weather is freaking hot ; i think i need to stick super close to my fan .

lalala ~ my contact lens have yet to arrive ~
Aku's going tmr ~ lalala ~
Tsuki's lalala-ing me on msn LOL ! xD
im downloading a freaking new game , shall play my ps2 for now .

doubt white . chocolate would even need extra members right ? ==" at least raa was saying so on the phone just now , so not gonna accept any i guess . Would they even be commited in the first place /: though im making the decisions , but i think i shall ask that rice first . I don't lyk a band with 7 peepos in ==" plus , we're lyk a complete band already . End of discussion i guess , it'd be super awkard lyk wad we had mention on msn just now if you know . ~.~ nevermind , i'd handle it somehow , now its time to look for cheapo studio to jam in <_<

2009-02-09T21:21:00.003+08:00

kkaes , pictures from last week ~

i look lyk some dude xP

what my hand says !

its rather nice don't you think (x

during 6L class outing ; quite long ago .

nothing really happened today , seems boring . Didn't pay attention in class today , forgot to bring my uniform to change after PE (: Today just isn't my day , i mean to me , its just plain boring . Kinda bad mood and stuffs for no reason i guess . MM was staying at my house over the weekends . & my chinchillas earned a new super big running ball , so they could run everyday in the house , rather than just a month or week once in the kitchen . Pretty useful , however they kept pee-ing . Pepper looked lyk shes some puppy begging with the puppy eyes /: no idea what she wants . Gigi's being lyk some freaking skeleton , she just choosing her food ==" blehh .
Im super slpy , seriously . & blahh blahh blahh ... I know that L dude is seriously weird but whatever , hes just some freaking playboy for sure , he just seems lyk one to me uhhs ! STALKER ! nevermind , im one myself over the net , but i don't take other peepos photo other than teruki-sama & tara's photo LOL ! xD

2009-02-03T20:02:00.002+08:00

freak lahhs , i cant get the photos from my freaking phone from the usb cable , blehh whatever .
spend 40 $ paying my phone bill ==" left 62 $ in my angbao of the 102 $ , dunno where the extra 2 $ pop out from derhhs . hahas , heckk uhhs .
i freaking nid a job , i don't want half of my monthly savings going to the taxi fares and my phone bill money . Freaking hells uhhs . I can't freaking even buy some decent clothes irritating , i think i nid to buy the other kinda clothes instead of the ones that i lyk already uhhs . sorta lahhs .
maybe more of casual kindas + my kinda style of wearing hahas , for normal days , cosfest , i guess nid to wait uhhs , so sianned .
i wan at least one bunny top lahhs , freak .
CRAP ! I NID A FREAKING JOB !

say you love Rii :P lols

2009-01-31T22:50:00.003+08:00

okays , just came home & im super tired . waiting for my hair to dye and stuffs , so i'll just blog i guess (:
Shiroi . Chokoreto just gained a new member xP yeahh , Raa , the most irritating vocalist /: LOL , not really . but kinda cool i guess . not sure , im just freaking tired . oh , & tsuki's having jap test tmr if im not wrong hahas .
Stupid uhhs , why is he called Raa anyways ==" Anyways , valentines' day is super duper near , i've yet to save enough money for the gifts , maybe im just melting chocolates again this year :P
Homeworks yet to be done ;
two chinese compos ,
art ,
maths .
sighh , kinda boring , hopefully i'd have the mood to do them tmr , don't like mondays as much cause there's mother tongue . super sucky . oh well , aku's much better than before i guess (: he's being less irritating now . Kinda nice talking to him today , oh & he was kinda cool playing the bass with the acoustic guitar , just for a moment , but still Aku you're still cool as a bassist :P i've gotta admit that even if you didn't have the looks LOL xD
but , seriously im sure you'd become better sooner or later ~ hahas !
My life is getting much more interesting than before . Super looking forward to june holidays ~

oh & bunnies still rawks a lot :P

2009-01-24T18:58:00.002+08:00

photos talks more than words (: so from the top is the most recent stuffs that happened today till the past few days or so .

extending more strands of hair .

was at mac , i was just having a drink

and had neoprints taken ;

was in toilet camwhoring .

and the other neoprint taken with Tsuki and Yui .

in the morning , playing drums .

last night had our hairstyle changed somehow .

& the day before or so was doing our own profiles .

during POA lessons ;

& during art lessons ;

my three chinchillas (:

mandrain orange

my new bedsheet

thats all that had happened ._. i know its super lot of photos , sorta . LOL xD whatever . I've yet to do art , and i got two piercing at the helix both left and right ears , its pain . oh well , talk later ? ._. gonna go for the 2nd round of steamboat with my family LOL !

p/s : bunny rawks ! LOL

2009-01-21T17:07:00.003+08:00

foolscape vandalised by tsuki & huiting during POA ;

did target setting and stuffs . that's all ? ._. not sure , im going to practice again later tmr there's lessons (:

2009-01-20T21:11:00.008+08:00

lmaos , the photo that im gonna use for the noticeboard outside the class is freaking dark .
whatever . it sorta reflects a lil of my personality ? >_> maybe , not the mysterious kinda feeling , but just something more of being evil and stuffs .

photos taken during art lesson in the toilet ;

huiting & yui(eunice) (:

you know who xD and yuning .

& history lesson ;

candid shot

yui & you know hu LOL !

& as i was tying my hair again in the toilet , my rubber band snapped /: kinda unlucky . its a pity tsuki's not in art class . oh wells xD bad luck thenn . chem is super boring , i can hardly pay attention at all . & there's another one lesson of chem tmr ==" & poa , kinda sucky for tmr's timetable , but whatever .
can't wait till this friday , im gonna get a new haircut ! (x & erm , oh & sat & after CNY :D looking freaking forward to these days . Though , mum was lyk saying you arhhs , everyday also go out . but , she doesnt really care that much anyways xD LOL ! so tired , i need a long break /:
ohs and im still in love with the drumstick that chermin kor gave me for birthday (: hopefully i can find the best present that i can give him for his birthday xD

my drum again xD i just love it .

oh & was webcaming with dad a moment ago (: he bought me a pig ! LOL ! and a cow ==" yeahh whatever , when i requested for bunny . But , its still cute . Then mum was lyk telling dad to buy another one for her as well . LOL ! she's self-dying her hair now . Yeahh , the thingy started with me buying that brand , and shes buying it LOL ! So weird huhs /: but i've got cool parents somehow (: as least im not that restricted as before when my house turned super upside down two years ago . hahahas xD
i seriously need my haircut , my hair looks super weird . no one cares anyways xD i dunno /: blehh , whatever .

2009-01-19T20:09:00.002+08:00

its the 9th day since that i last posted . daddie went overseas today , he'll be returning bak home on friday morning .
yupyup , im keeping a diary again . sometimes , i just feel lyk writing some stuffs in there than posting it here .
i know not many peepos read my blog T^T but whatever . i'm sure still got peepos kinda read .
i feel lyk a loser somehow , sometimes . i don't know why , im fat and im fugly , and whatever kinda negative stuffs that i can just freaking think of .
most of all , im an idiot /: i just am . yeahh , i should start bring some books home and read somehow .
there's assembly tmr i guess , one hour of sitting there and doing nothing ? ive yet to finish my art , and im lazy to msg to deon kor . just lazy i think i'll msg him ltr .
kinda looking forward to sat ? (: we're going out hahahas ! or rather after CNY i'd be more excited about it . im ready to spend all the money away !
though i know we're already going through the whatever crisis that had just recently happened . i know im stupid , and i dun read news much .
oh & thanks chermin korkor for the present he mailed (: i love it so much <3>< im so so super happy .
i guess this year might just not be that bad afterall ? just hope that it isn't .

2009-01-10T17:39:00.003+08:00

went out with dad just now , to buy the monitor screen , webcam & take the hi-five set , i got a new phone :3 tmr i'll go and sign the freaking line . i think ._.

whatever , i just thought that this phone is kinda chio (: it is anyways , though sometimes it's super troublesome , i still lyk this phone xD it's lyk i kept changing the brands of my phones , of course my phone never lasted for a year /: it was always spoilt or either that proof , lyk this time round :3
monday's timetable is sucky , but whatever maybe i'll go . The maths cher is a biatch , i don't lyk her at all , its just a piece of homework , ur eye open so big for wad . its just a piece of homework and you're just lyk fussing so much about it lahhs . whatever >_>
there's just something wrong with the society somehow , hopefully it would change somehow . i won't mind to do anything just to change the system a lil , or rather it's just about those humans' mind . i wish i could dig it out sometimes :3

2009-01-09T21:28:00.003+08:00

Im older now >_> makes lyk feel lyk some lao ah ma liddat , anyways thanks everyone for ur presents and wishes and cards (x hahas , im super happy that you guys rmb-ed ! when i thought everyone in this world forget , of course i'd mention somehow about my bdae ytd LOL ! i know i super thick-skinned lahhs . i am anyways .
oh okays , so my phone was lost :3 im not sure when im getting one , but damn freaking soon i hope . It's super duper sucky without one , hard to survive sorta , though i dun really msg that much in class already . but , when going out , it's still a pain in the arsse , especially when im lyk "half-blind" LOL ! i can't really spot peepos much , unless we're lyk meeting at the actual old places xD
my drum's here already , its nicer than the picture , cause of an extra stuffs on the bass drum ~ xD hopefully i can get another and place it in tsuki's house , so we could jam in her house instead of mine LOL ! But , we're not even a full one or anything /: and our band practise doesnt even strt yet .

2009-01-04T15:13:00.002+08:00

Uhh , i just came back from cutting my fringe . It's freaking short /: & im trying not to go crazy later when my mum comes back in the evening . I still have chinese homework left undone , that's all i guess . Oh well , i shouldn't be that petty about stuffs anyways :P for some reasons , i'm super petty norhhs . Kinda pek chek of myself lahhs , its lyk why am i still being a lil self-centered sometimes . Then its lyk i do already then i realised , oh crap ! i thought i hated peepos to do that to me , and why am i doing this to others as well .
First day was okay i guess , kinda sleepy . Meet Eunice , a new transferred student in 3F . She took art xD so , is that something that i should say "YAY" for ? LOL ! She's kinda quiet sometimes >_> but okay lahhs , we're okay okay i guess ._. not sure , i mean we just know each other hahahas ! She must be feeling uneasy somehow :P
I didn't want to wake up this morning for tuition , anyways it ended ar 10 : 05 . Kinda sianned lahhs /: I hate maths , its sorta driving my crazy , and my tutor was lyk asking me to use my brain . What's the point of using my brain when i seriously am super sleepy , and i can't think that hard , i said i wanted to give up a lot for the whole 1 and the half hours , or rather 2 hours ?
YES ! THIS PART IS FOR RED DUDE ; AKU !
can you freaking change ur blog to blogspot ?!? im getting pissed off on commenting each post ==" its sooooooo irritating !!!!
yeahh , im kinda happy about what he was blogging about me xD my name was appeared , though it's super below /: but whatever , my name is still there ! mwahahaha ! white chocolate FTW ! Anyways , i just went to tsuki's blog just now , kinda cham uhhs /: she went there so many times , then they go and tell her dun have the thingy for next month derhhs . Nevermind , cheer up girl ! xD The websites i gave you , you can still learn them ~ LOL !

Oh , i was like looking for free scores from the net ytd night , UGH ! speaking of it , makes me super pek chek ! I thnik we should be doing an cafe that song bahhs /: or alice nine as the practise song first . Need to print out later . Oh yeahh ==" my chinese homework . Can't find Rose drum tabs . Maybe i just watch the video , then i just print out the guitar and bass tabs for u two bahhs /: Blehh , time to complete my chinese homework .

2009-01-03T12:06:00.003+08:00

ytd went shopping and bought this drumset .

my newly painted room a few days ago .

now .

the corner where my drums will be put .

how it looks lyk without the lights

with the lights xP cant see take the corner thoughh .

yeahh the corner xP

new curtains .

the noticeboard that i painted .

2009-01-01T02:34:00.004+08:00

Okay its 2009 now , maybe the new year countdown didnt even have the atmosphere at all /:
im not even being hyper at all for that countdown in vivo just now lahhs .
Joojoo didn't even helped me when i was discussing with my mum about buying a drumkit , & there goes her crappy reasoning , & dad helped her somehow , but i get the hint that he might buy one for me anyways xP
Joo said that he was just standing for "fact" . That's crappie you know :P
Blehh , today's phone line was seriously super laggy i think .
Not that sure , hahahas xD so went to meet wanxin and his friends .
He was wearing the watch i gave him (: i didn't even get a chance to see it .
Sorta happy deep inside my heart , but im reminding myself that " im not gonna fall in love " .
Yeahh , so what even if the feeling isn't gone , im not gonna date anyone .
Nopes , im so not D: not till i find that dude that really love me .
Which would never happen at all , so forget it .
Tmr gonna do that chinese hwk or so >_> & nego with mum about it again .

So , before i went out for countdown , i was in PP to buy my school shoes . But instead , seems that my dad actually bought more stuffs home than me . I only bought lyk a cheapo hair straightner & a pair of white shoes .

the cheapo hair straightner , at least it still works , but i dunno how to really use it .

Okay , & one random photo of my messy table .

Sorry hazeline , the frame just wont stand , it keeps falling down . Ignore that cursing doll that i made xP it's still here , i cant burn it away . Im scared that the doll actually works on me , seems lyk it does somehow . I know im a female , and not being lyk a female . Im no housewife of the house anyways :P oh well , tmr school reopens , kinda sianned D:

2008-12-28T19:40:00.004+08:00

Was watching the service on web this morning , since that my tuition was like ended 30 mins later . But , i didn't miss the great message xP that's the good thing i suppose . Except without the atmosphere ugh /:
im surprised that i used up three pages of my notebook for the message . i don't write much , seriously i don't . Dad has yet to paid the fee ... & he's painting my room next week , ugh ! D:
Oh , so maybe im not at home =="

what the picture says xP but i wonder why am i actually having my room walls being pink , & i even wanted some stupid pink drum & my blog is pinkkkkk ! >_> rather stupid thing . Maybe i just kinda lyk pink LOL . its just freaking sweet :3 looks lyk candies on my wall xD LOL !
maybe i'll do my homework tmr (: don't really wanna do any .
im suppose to sms xuanwei ._. blehh , i think i'll do that later , don't feel lyk smsing lorhhs . Today's lyk yet another boring day . But , i don't want holidays to end so quickly D:

2008-12-26T18:04:00.007+08:00

i just drew it , isnt it nice ? thanks for the chalk nicolette xD

was in church ytd morning , xuanwei & joojoo were there too ! (x Yeahh , the service was like totally the same as saturday's , but its still nice . I won't mind having more of the candlelight service xP its so freaking pretty even after attending it for the third time .

Though , yulia didn't came but im still glad that that stuffs actually happened , i don't care even if its just a dream , but its not ! (: im still happy about it ~ Ohs , & singapore poly actually offer a course about music and audio , seems interesting . & dad says that polys' chance of getting scholarship is higher or something , but i guess its all the same . Im gonna try super hard to get it :3 if its possible , i mean its possible right ? Gotta believe in myself , of course i have to study extra super hard for it as well . I want to get 12 points for o lvl D: im so gonna seriously study hard .
& chermin kor , helped me found a job :3 yeahh , his boss say interview first ! Oh thank you thank you thank you ! Even if i couldn't get the job , its okay ! I would still thank you a lot for helping me to find one , cause i seriously can't find one at all >:3

thanks for all these presents & the chocolate as well , didn't took it , since im kinda lazy to take it out from my bag & the frame that hazeline gave me . Belated Merry Christmas to whoever that send me msg , sorry that i couldn't really wish you a merry merry christmas . Cause my phone kinda seriously sot diao lahhs . But , i still love my phone a lot .

my dad .

the christmas log cake , though i didnt ate it ytd .

me carrying that young boy that my aunt was taking care of , hes so freaking small & he's shy and very very cute !! i know im ugly >_> & fattttssss !

my cousin & him :3

that boy is seriously super duper cute ! can i get him to be my child instead ? one of my cousin was like praising joojoo that he'll be a good father , im gonna pppppuuuuukkkkkkeeeee ! but , i do kinda admit that he would have a good father & husband , cause he's got a super duper good temper lorhhs ! except that he suans me a lot and stuffs . but whatever xP i don't have any romantic feelings for him , hes just my brother sorta . i mean , girls , go get him , hes seriously a good catch , though hes sorta boring at times ==" cause hes being super anti - social ! UGHHH ! but , hes okay with the females i guess and some males , i guess those males that don't wanna be his friends are just jealous D: hes a super good friend lorhhs !
& sorry xuanwei , im just being mean ytd . but , im a bit disgusted of those stuffs . but , whatever right ? We're still brothers & sisters xD & please stop ur nonsense of telling me to stead with everyone just cause i praised him or her a lil xP its freaking me out a little (x yupyup , thats all . & Cheryl's giving me bs after sun's service (x looking forward to sunday !

I FINALLY GET TO WATCH TWILIGHT :P
eward cullen is super man , though he looked a lil gay to me ~

2008-12-23T14:23:00.004+08:00

a miracle seriously just happened not too long ago ! im so seriously happy uhhs ! its as if i even think that pigs are flying around & the sky's actually falling down . Yulia actually said she'll try to go on xmas service ! a thousand yay-ness to her ~

she's actually pasting down this kinda stuffs !

PROOF !!!

a girl whom hated church so freaking much actually would try to go for just one service , i couldn't be more happy than this . >:3 & its yulia moreover ! seriously , im so super happy & being super random , joo said that perhaps he would go as well . Im not losing hope , i thought at least xuanwei was going , at least got one more person & i asked again , yulia would try & joo was gonna go . what more could i ask ? i couldn't thank God more than enough for all of these . Am i seriously on earth ?

added on 9 : 00 PM ;

i noticed how much i actually hated emo dudes , as in extremely emo kinda types . They seems super ghey , seriously they do . Just a little break up , they're crying as in its the end of the world , i mean come on , if you're gonna keep being depressed over something so worthless for 2 months , doesn't it even freaking kill you ? I could actually bang the wall a zillion times if im gonna actually do that , i girl can get over it , why can't you ? Aren't you human as well ? UGH ! D: im super pissed off okayys ! Why the freaking hell are you acting lyk a piece of worthless shit , and moreover , you're my friend !!!! UGHHHHHHH !
okay , i don't hate my friend , im just irritated about it , here i am helping you , trying to pull you up , all you do is push me away >_> it discourage me a lot you know . I'm not those kinda peepos that goes around helping peepo , encouraging them , im those whom doesn't even give a shit to anything which doesn't relate to me . Im just such a selfish human , seriously i am such type of girl . I know i am , i don't actually bother much anything that's not related , im super self-centered . It's like only me & my close friends in the world & family of course , nothing else .
I don't really care about guys , other than deon in my life at all . Deon being an exception is because , he's my childhood friend . LOL , call me biased if you want , he's close to me okayys ! I mean , he is sometimes . He's a gud guys anyways .
stop freaking pushing whoever that's actually helping you away all the time , it's freaking making me lose hope on you already . Oh well , i know its kinda indirect to you lahhs if you were to read my blog & stuffs . But it's just hard for me to tell you on msn & stuffs , hope you understand it somehow brother :P you know that i always do love & care for you . im not that self-centered girl again , i mean i ain't gonna be one , or rather i just don't wanna be one again as of yet . Till i couldn't stand this world again , then i'll just disappear and appear again . Everyone should know that im such person , including my parents . They just do (x

2008-12-22T13:41:00.004+08:00

im seriously bored . i even took random photos around my freaking house & my super duper messy room . im just freaking bored , since that today's movie had changed to tmr . we've yet to get our santa hat >_> ugh ~

my grandma :3

my dad's fish >_> a stupid big extra fish tank in the living room .

a white ball .

& another ball

& a small head pop-ing out from the mushroom house xD

my messy bed xP

my messy study table .

the part where we stopped for the drum lesson xP lol .

so , as you can see , im so seriously bored aint i ? :3 i don't feel lyk making any xmas presents D: its boring , the mood isnt here . i think im going to bathe >_> lols .
buhbye ~

2008-12-21T17:40:00.007+08:00

hellos ! i went to church this morning , candlelight service is seriously pretty >:3 super .

the candle

me and hazeline , look @ the background , its pretty right ?

oh yeahhs , ytd went xmas shopping with xiangbei & gina . we actually shopped quite long , i also got my contact lens from ischelle ytd . i didnt know she got a boyf , oh wells whatever . its not really part of my busybody stuffs to care . lmaos , downstair my house is seriously noisy ==" i planned to come home & slp derhhs . but , neverminds ! i want to watch twilight with them today D: but i dun have enough money .

a present from angeline & nicolette if im not wrong :3 thanks lots

yeahh , im still making the xmas presents now , i have gotta finish up soon cause xmas is just 4 more days away !

random photo from the day when i went out with gina & xiangbei . tats xiangbei's hand btw , extra right ? :P

my xmas tree that i decorated :3 yeahh i know its kinda small lols .

i wanted to post the handmade presents that i made . i know it seems cheapo and stuffs lahhs , but i just find that handmade presents would be the best kinda presents that i would wanna give other peepos . but , its still presents . i guess i'll just leave the photo till the end of xmas then post bahhs xD
wanted to meet xiangbei & gina to buy santa hat derhs , but in the end its postponed to tmr again . Lols , by tmr must get the santa hatsssss ! haoming also msged me when im still in expo that he wanted to meet me , but in the end he wanted to play gunbound instead ==" whats so that-all-fun about gunbound anyways /:
buhbye ~

2008-12-18T10:03:00.002+08:00

im so friggin bored . seriously , theres nothing to do , other than that oral presentation to do for the holiday homework plus the chinese book review or so . ugh , i threw that paper away while i was throwing away this year's books on my bookshelf & my study table . the weather is cold :3 seems to be a super nice weather to sleep in for the whole day again . im turning into a pig , ive been doing that lyk a few days ago . mengmeng came to stay over on 12/12/08 , oh well , at least ive got girlfriends okayy ! yupyup , i do xP & yulia just returned back to singapore a few days ago , i was smsing with her thenn . lmaos , pretty good isnt it ? at least , im normal as a female . yupyup , ive not been talking to quite a lot of other peepos for quite a long time . oh yeahh , wish red bra good luck , hes after some zhabor . >_> yeahh , as if it would last till you two die anyways , for our age now , true love seldom happens .
im msning with joojoo right now , i still have yet to plan out for christmas celebration , being at orchard seems a bit too , uhmmm , normal i guess or whatever . hopefully , i can at the veri least have one crazy christmas before this awful year end . i think i'll find some food as for now , im kinda hungry ._.

2008-12-05T00:13:00.002+08:00

i can't give it up at all , all my wishful impossible hopes . even though i claimed that i do , deep inside i just don't at all . i don't wanna care if its just my one-sided love , i know it always was . but , i just can't forget about it , i can't give up at all . i don't know whats wrong . just watching anime , makes me realise it . i don't know , my heart is super pain . i wanna tell you so , but i just can't . it's already over , im happy that we're still friends and stuffs . sometimes , i would think that you left me wasn't because of another girl , it was because of ur studies & stuffs , cause you were busy . then again , i thought it would be impossible . cause you never did loved me in the first place , it was always my one-sided love . even though how much i wanted to fall in love again with a different guy so that i can just stop recalling all these , i just can't . i'm always longing for you . even though i said that i wanted to totally forget about you & stuffs . i just don't know , im really confused . why can't it just go away ? i really really want to tell you all these , but its useless , seriously it is . though all these words are words that i planned to tell you when we broke off , but i decided not to . it just sounded wrong , it destroys the pride i have , it destroys me . & im no weak woman at all , im not ! even if i am , i don't wanna be one , i dun need a man . even if its just awhile , i wanna feel it again , the feeling of being loved by the one i love . but , that can never happen , cause im twisted . im starting to lose some sense in me already .

okayy , cut cut cut ! it stops here now /: today's dad bdae , & i still havent gotten any stuffs for him ! i need to tell mum to buy the cake for him , i guess i'll call her :3 i don't even think he remembers his bdae ~ hahaha ! i guess i'll make the present in the afternoon and leave it on his table . since i think i can't give him a surprise since that im going for cellgroup today :3 -nods nods- oh well , i'll blog later or so , im not feeling that all good . thanks hazeline for the welcome gift into N441 !

2008-11-20T01:04:00.006+08:00

Just reached home not long , & bathed :D today's service was fun . LOL ! im glad that xuanwei would come or whatever , hahas , he felt God's presence (x That's interesting ? & he faked as if hes that whoever , whats that name that he faked as ? /: i forgot , ive got stm (x & im proud of it , i guess i am hahas !
I lost my tag ! )x it sucks okay ! It's just cause of the pushing when entering hall 8 . Blehh , whatever . :X im not gonna be upset about my tag , lucky i took the photo before it was lost :D

my beloved tag TT i'll miss you though ive got no idea where you seriously went /:

I'll just return home after each service i guess . LOL (x im not going for the electives anyways , i've gotta wake up early tmr morning since im meeting hazeline @ 7 30 am i think , lols . Buhbye .

To Cheryl :
Hahas , same here , though we see each other today already :X lol !
To kerng ngee :
Okays , i added already :D & how come im ah gong from mother side derhs sia !
To xiangbei :
erms , okays :X
To nuer :
Looks lyk audi derhs mehhs :X
To gab :
ehhs ! what ?!? NO NO NO ! That quiz i have is enough already lorhhs )x
To CJ :
Its extension lmaos , im ang mor wannabe-er LOL ! :X im still asian .

I just declared 'war' with someone , wish me luck :D LOL ! Oh yeahhs , im so not gonna have other females as his freaking 'victims' ! Yeahhs /: hongsters sucks you know . Im not lyk can't forgive him or whatever , or i already forgive & forget about it already , but hurting other girls as well is way a little too much (x

im super jealous of nuer's relationship lorhhs :X as in , when i was p5 i don't even have that kinda of thingy lahhs . Hahas ! Yupps , i don't ==" whatever , i still love a lot of peepos hahas ! I don't want nor need a guy in my life (: yeahhs , i guess i have to remind myself of it for the next 66 years if im gonna live till 80 years old . hahas ! You think i'll get to live that long ? :D hahas !

2008-11-18T01:48:00.010+08:00

went shopping with hazeline ytd afternoon , i overslept ! Its not a good thing to rush at all ! )x seriously not ! yeahhs :X im eating my lollipop now , its super cute ;X kinda dun bare to eat it . I want to buy more of it soon (x i guess my tongue's having those colouring now . Its uber sweet , i guess it is , maybe my tastebuds has got problem :X Oh yeahhs , & i dream talk ! :D Granny was like , are you dream talking when she returned from toilet just now , then i woke up . Hahas ! It's interesting :X I was shouting in my dream & there i am doing the same thingy in reality ! LOL !
Mummie says that the clothes that i bought are like pyjamas .
it isn't lorhhs !

the other version of my hotpink top ?

I know its super common ==" But , ive got nothing to buy already ? :X its cute anyways :D voodoo dolls , i think they are .

Yes ! i love this skirt :3

hazeline , this is the proof that my wardobe only occupys almost half of it ! The other part , dun nid see :X its super messy .

the lollipop im eating , as you can see a bit of the ear's gone (x

sometimes , i think that i still love meanie , maybe i still do . But whats the point already ? Does he love me ? NO ! Perhaps thats part of the reason whye i just can't fall in love anymore , but who really does cares ? As in , there's no point already right ? Once you let go of him , he would never return to you , yes , indeed im moving on already . When i visit his friendster , he put something about emptiness , i guess its just refering to his ex or that girlf that dumped him ? Im not sure . I doubt its even me at all lahhs , he ignored my sms & stuffs , then uhhs /: whatever ! This is the last time im gonna think about him or anything related to me loving him already . It's seriously painful uhhs ! Whye the hell did i fall for such guy anyways ! He's a playboy ! But i still love him ==" It's not that i don't have anything to do , so i think about him , Asia conference is just tmr ! So , there's no way only him is left in my brain for my to think about and stuffs . Im not blaming anyone or whatever , i just feel that i wanna talk to meanie , but at the same time , i guess its better to not do it . I don't know , i doubt he'll even come to me or whatever lahhs ==" who would like such fugly girl lyk me ? I guess i'll just continue with my life , i wonder whye i still have this hope that he might love me , its even impossible already lahhs . But , somehow i still wanna know , i wanna hear him that he dun love me anymore so that my heart can seriously just give up on all little impossible hopes that im having now .

I shall continue my daily life :D somehow i guess .

added on 7 : 38 am ;
Yes , daddie gonna order breakfast today (x what a rare thingy that happened ? hahas ! I've not been eating breakfast for such a long time already , i guess i didn't as in a good breakfast , not those rushing kinda xD LOL ! Yeahhs , i guess i'll go online & order my books now ==" uhhs , whatever , im bored . Sally's Spa's nice btw . So , is cooking academy , it sure is addictive :X LOL ! Fun <3 oh yeahhs , i sorta made a penpal or something :D lol , i guess she sorta is . No idea xD She's super interesting & stuffs i guess . Lalalas ~ Im waiting for the snow photo that she'll be sending me .

2008-11-16T15:54:00.005+08:00

Just reached home from lunch with peepos in cellgroup & stuffs :D its fun (x im gonna go regularly , Asia conference seems really interesting :X seriously it does . Hahas , im glad i rmb their faces somehow , like uhhs ==" okays , i forgot already , but you know who im talking about right ? Service today was fun as well :D everything's just fun xD hahas , a lot of peepos thought im new friend of hazeline since that i dyed my hair & had hair extension (x Leila still recognize me xD hahas !
Yeahhs , my hand was vandalized by hazeline & cheryl as well :X

hazeline still likes jesse a lot ==" hes cute , but not hawt (x miyavi's hawt >< & an cafe , as well as gazette :D

Yeahhs , so we went to Changi terminal 3 to have our lunch , i had bread , since i didnt take money for lunch today , most of my money was spent on treating hongsheng ==" & my taxi fare for the previous days or so , im too lazy (x . So , we chatted & stuffs :X hahas , i thought i might be kinda anti-social , but guess im not so . Its a good thing :D So , after lunch me & hazeline decided that we should shop tmr instead , since no money . So , on the way back , we took a long cut , or so it should be label as .

So , we talked on the mrt on our way home , hahas xD im waiting for hazeline to be online to pass me that website :D i wanna play tat game , seems super interesting ! Looking forward to Asia Conference . I need to pass thoughh :X shopping tmr ! (x

To xuanwei ;
that would never happen , even if its the end of the world , he & i would never be stead =="
To weifoong ;
hahas (x yeahhs , :X at least in the end you found it lahhs . Neverminds lahhs ;D i also veri long nehh see u all , i cant tell its u two in the first place until xiangbei tell me .
To xiangbei ;
EXACTLY ! :X i added gina , i dunnos if she knows nehhs . The one on her blog is her msn email or not arhhs ? Oh yeahhs , morning or something im going to church first horhs .
To shuwei ;
lols xD lets go shopping ! :X
To Gina ;
lols , thanks for doing it :D
To jimlim ;
Erms , okayys :D though i've got no idea who you are . lol .

2008-11-13T20:28:00.004+08:00

i've seriously got a super weird dream uhhs ! )x wtf ? okayys , i was out shopping with xiangbei & gina like what happened today , thenn something about being single is fun & more freedom & stuffs , then after that the scene changed to my house nearby ? ._. cause of some kinda wedding , super interesting kinda wedding i guess /: can't really describe it , & then after that some girl , i forgot who , asked " where's your umi ? " [umi's a male character from charming junkie manga , ive got no idea how come its in my dream =="] & then i just recalled that ive got a boyf . ( is it even linked ? /: uhhs =="
Yeahhs , then i rmb theres a scene which my fear appears or it was something else , can't really rmb now , its just that after i saw the video or whatever on the surface of the river , ._. then i started to shiver then bend down , and then screamed with my eyes covered or something . Then , something about my wedding ? ._. seems like ? not sure , lols xD then i was there , & then there was this dude whom i dunno who the fuck he is , is in my dream ==" wth ? I doubt its my future right ? :X hopefully not ==" now i cant rmb that guy's face .
weird-ness still /: blehh , whatever . Like in the future , i would have met some dude and get married .

okays , that stupid dream ends here (x

yeahhs , so today suppose to go for the job interview , but instead xiangbei & i got a bit too late , so decided to give it up & find another job interview , or rather not gonna get a job /: dunnos , kinda busy i guess . Yupps , then after that went to bugis . Meeting gina , then xiangbei say whether got see ariel & weifoong . They see me & kinda dao-ed ==" but whatever , i thought they hated me xD hahas ! Yeahhs , then gina came & blahh blahh blahh , im super tired btw . I slp @ 7 then woke up @ 11 . Lols xD the latte didn't last that long i guess :X Then went suntec , talked about xmas celebration ? lols xD no idea , then xmas present shopping ? /: kinda , find it no fun when each other knows what present they're getting . Seriously , no fun :X i found myself kinda mean . Perhaps , i said out too much of my thoughts ==" then shopped until leg sour , then go home , noticed we went to gina's suppose to go that bus stop & we suppose to go the other bus stop which gina went . xD hahas ! so , in the end xiangbei & i took cab home , then i went to sleep & have that weird dream ==" Freaking hell , unknown guy appearing in my dream .

anyways photos :D

found this thingy interesting (8

too much xmas tree hanging looks weird dun u think so ? :D

added on 14/11/08 ;

i'll be able to be red bra's matchmaker derh lorhhs ! HMPH ! So kan bu qi wo derhhs . ==" freaking xmas , faster come , i wan get my angbao already uhhs . money come into my pocket /: i freaking hate holiday , when my parents dun give me money . i forgot what i wanted to actually add on about sia (8 hahas , i love my bad memory :D btw , yulia msg-ed me in thailand . Lmaos , yeahhs (x i love my yulia darling lots . hahas xD i guess gonna go out with hazeline soon , i think ._. going to church service on sunday mornings are just too early ? :X or rather i would say its my slping time . Neverminds , i guess i'll try to not sleep and go thenn . ==" I guess i'll need to go to starbucks & have their coffee or something already .

To weifoong ;
thq for doing it (8
To hazeline ;
yupps (x hahas , i know its super lots of question .
To sandy :
lols , okayys .
To Gina.L ;
hahas xD its my revenge , mwahahahas ! xD you want do just do ? :X its just for fun i guess .
To Gina.K ;
hahas xD okies .
To CJ ;
you go highlight & then ctrl + c then can copy already , or u just type the whole thingy out (8 since you so free hahahas !
To Cass ;
LOL :X everyone's lazy to do i guess xD
To kerng ngee ;
hahas okies (x thank you arhhs .
To shuwei ;
too many xmas trees :X

2008-11-12T02:03:00.002+08:00

Tag 5 people to do the quiz & those tagged cannot refuse . These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tag by . Continue this game by sending it to other people .
`was tagged by Abbie Koh

1. Do you have secrets ?
Im a human , of course lahhs (x

2. Would you fall in love with boy older than you ?
Depends on that guy , but most of my exs are older than me .

3 . Do you enjoy going to school ?
Not really , i hate school . But , its just to kill time , yes , & i guess the future kinda depends on schooling ?

4. What would you do with a billion dollar ?
Buy a custom drum kit set + dollfie + lolitas + those punky clothes that i've been eye-ing for . & Sound-proof the room im in now :D still got a lot uhhs ... hahas xD

5. Who in this world do you hate most ?
Myself & those whom doesn't let me have a peaceful life .

6. Which is more blessed , loving someone or being loved by someone ?
None . ==" It doesn't seems to be blessed at all , loving someone might be one-sided love , & then it hurts so much . Then being loved by someone that you don't even like ? /: or perhaps that human's super irritating kinda , i think that person can go and jump down already .

7. List out 15 favourite songs :
- BondS by an cafe
- Rose by Anna Tsuchiya inspired by Nana(Black Stones)
- Hero without a name by an cafe
- Reila by the gazette
- Regret by the gazette
- Snow Scene by an cafe
- Ryuusei Rocket by an cafe
- Escapism by an cafe

blehh ==" its a pain in the arsse to type out the whole list !
Any songs mainly from gazette & an cafe & danger gang , i love danger gang derh vocalist , unique uhhs :D

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached , what would you do ?
That seldom happens to me ==" or rather it just haven't happen yet ? I won't even like a guy whom attached already , as in that dude being attached is already a 'no' .

9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy ?
Uhhs , when im with my friends , knowing that im being loved :D & when nobody actually woke me up during the holidays or weekends .

10. What makes you angry ?
Depends , mainly when peoples starts to irritate me / makes me repeatly saying the same things & when someone woke me up when im super tired .

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time ?
Uhhs (x if its something from my daydream land , most probably some art teacher / a musician ( if possible ) / music teacher ? :D hahas , or perhaps i'll be opening my own cafe already (x

12. Who is currently the most important people to you ?
My parents , grandma , my pets , my besties / sisters / gans , everyone that i know .

13. What is the most important thing in life ?
My handphone , drumsticks & dollfie [ if i have it ]

14. Single or attached ?
Single duhh ==" i don't want to be in another relationship till im 16 or so .

15. What is your favourite colours ?
White , hotpink , black , red .

16. Would you give all in a relationship ?
Give what thingy ? ==" & i don't really understand this question :X im too dumb .

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously , who would you pick ?
Depends on that guy ? Of course i would pick someone whom can support me & love me for whom i am .

18. Would you forgive & forget no matter how horrible a thing that someone had done ?
Uhhs , i most probably tend to forget stuffs veri easily ==" but , im a petty person :D hahas , depends on my mood .

19. What is the one thing you wish for ?
I want to be in a band & my family to stop repeating what they are always saying .

next quiz .

Instruction : Remove 1 question from below and add in a personal question , make it a total of 19 question , then tag 8 people from your list , list them ou at the end of the post . Notify them in their tagboard that he or she has been tagged .
`was tagged by Abbie Koh

1. Does people treat you as side dish ?
Im not food .

2. Whats your most favourite thing to do ?
Not doing anything at all (x

3. Whats your favourite level in your whole life ?
Uhhs , primary 6 i guess , it was fun back thenn .

4. What kind of boyfriend or girlfriend do you want ?
im a bisexual , so two part answer .

-Boyfriend wise ,
i prefer him to be taller than me , have a good temper , is interested in art / plays electric guitar , has his own kinda taste , knows how to dress , love me for whom i am & able to support me in the future .

-Girlfriend wise ,
i prefer her to be cool , likes art & music , as long as she doesn't later happens to like another guy when im kinda in love with her already ?

5. Is there somebody in your heart right now ?
Nopes .

6. Do you believe that you can survive without money ?
No , who could ? Im someone from singapore .

7. Are you afraid of pain ?
Veri .

8. What do you feel like doing now ?
Uhhs , go to weixiang's house & kill him , cause toking to him on msn now , then hes having his topid yc - lovesickness again ==" asked the wrong person to play game tgt .

9. If there is someone you love , will you confess to him or her ?
Depends , if ive got the guts to do it , i would .

10. List 5 things of people you dislike now .
Faker , hypocrite , backstabbing , guys whom act cute until freaking disgusting & parrots .

11. Why are you so anti-social sometimes ?
Lols , its like reflecting instead :X oh wells , most likely its due to me being in a super bad mood & sometimes its just one of my habits , especially when im most probably woken up & super tired , like the first day of school .

12. If you can have 3 wishes granted , what will it be ?
To have endless money to spend to buy the things that i wanted & to complete my dreams , die when i turned 35 years old , a peaceful yet weird life .

13. If you have a chance to be rich or happy , which one will you choose ?
BOTH ! (x im greedy .

14. If you have the chance , which part of your character would you like to change ?
My anti-socialness .

15. If you are unhappy , what will you do ?
Most probably keep quiet & not replying to anyone that talks to me or just slp on the table if im in class .

16. Which country do you like the most ?
Japan , i like their open-mindness , & most of all their school :X It's better than in singapore , too many restrictions .

17. Which is your favourite CCAs ?
I hate to stayback after school to waste my time , unless its my band >;D

18 . Are you happy ?
Now ? Yeahhs (x

19. What is the thing that you hate most about your stead ?
I don't have stead right now (x

Total of 15 randomly picked out peoples tagged to do these quiz ;
Hazeline , CJ , xiangbei , Lihiang , weifoong , kerng ngee , yvonne , shuwei , matilda , cassandra , naomi , sandy , manlyn , gina koh , gina low .

2008-11-10T22:27:00.010+08:00

im bored , slick audition seems to be offline now . i wanna take screenshots of my character )x suck uhhs ! Apparently , i just went to cj's blog . It's still that damn ass green bloggie /: whats so nice having a greeny bloggie ! )x im not a hater of green , but thats a bit too green-ish , seriously ! & i also went to nuer's bloggie + gina's one as well , as in the other one whom i known this year . Yeahhs , i guess i'll post the screenshot later (x it took me the whole night to download that freaking server client , as in the whole game's as well lahhs . It's a waste of electricity thoughh hahas xD
i was woken up today by my aunt ==" i do have a bad temper whenever im woken up , but my blood type isnt AB /: oh wells , reading mangas currently . Its kinda addictive , anime & manga , they're so freaking nice :D i wish that one day i could draw liddat as well . im kinda anti-social recently , i don't feel lyk talking to anyone at all , so im offline whenever im using comp , and i guess i replied kinda late to msg or just don't reply . i just don't feel lyk talking to anyone . still kinda looking for part time jobs i guess . Black alice kinda sell the top that i was looking for , its so freaking cute <3

the one im talking about , but i prefer it to be in hotpink instead of this purple / indigo ? ._.

yeahhs , it was found on sgcafe , or rather it was from ebay :X i found it on sgcafe & that human that started the thread found it on ebay , some other humans also said that blood romance @ far east sells it as well . I guess this top cost quite ex , as in i went to their webbie , & their clothes are uhhs /: yeahhs , you know xD
i guess i'll just be back my anti-social mood :X hahas xD ta-tas .

To shuwei ;
yeahhs , gazette's super hhhhhhaaaaaawwwwwwwtttttttttt ! so is an cafe (x hahas !
To jooheng ;
lols :X dunnos uhhs (x that zhabor's damn freaking sweet looking uhhs . I wan her (x
To CJ ;
it does ? /: i thought it doesn't ? it'd be better if im a vampire (x i'll be sucking ur blood ! mwahahahas ! :X
To Gina ;
linked you :D
To kerngngee ;
hellos :X

i want to play slick audition NOW ! )x

added on 11 : 05 pm ;

oh yeahhs (x appealing for F&N to Art is a success :D i forgot to blog it . There's nothing wrong in being in 3F i guess :X though its the last class , hahas . Whatever uhhs , hopefully i get to be some art teacher next time (x i doubt it'll really happen anyways . A good thingy to try anyways :X its not the end of my world :D Yupps , time to find my dear yulia ~

i don't wanna grow older & older yet thoughh /: TIME ! would you mind stopping for just a few moments ? )x

2008-11-06T23:45:00.008+08:00

im posting for the sake of posting (x lmaos . Yeahhs , went out with hazeline & eunice today , they were super quiet , but whatever . So , we talked about stuffs , blahh blahhs . Hazeline & Eunice didn't know about each other thoughh . hahas . So , joojoo finally talked to me lorhhs /: was it suppose to be a good news ? LOLS xD , ohs & jack viewed my friendster profile ? (x who cares about that damn bastard . That time also kinda quarrel with jm korkor )x It's a bad thingy , just cause that our views are super different uhhs . I admit that im a screwed up person , but i still have my own views of life uhhs . Of course , i DO listen to other peepos advices , but its just that ive my mind made up .
Im a stubborn freako either ways /: who cares , sometimes i just dun feel lyk im a capricorn at all . I mean , im taking risks somehow ? ==" & what the thingy says is like , capricorns hates risks ? :X & here i am taking them , as in for my career wise i guess . No ideas , i hate boring jobs which tons of peepos in singapore are doing . My daddie was lyk saying arts is useless in singapore , thats rubbish to me , well DUHHH ! Im so not gonna let him ruin my dreams right ? I mean , thats whye singapore's is so super dull ! There's no interest in peepos :X Or rather there is , just kinda different xD its more of lyk computer gaming & stuffs i guess . Im growing out of the computer gaming , though i still do game sometimes . Theres nothing to do lalalas ~ Couldn't really find the top i wanted , so I'll wait for the next season of clothes i guess . Im going to slp soon ==" or else i'll be lyk waking my grandma up i guess ? /: Whatever , maybe i'll slp later tonight ! TOILET BREAK ! <3>

To xuanwei ;
linked .
To sandy ;
hahas xD i saw you too . welcome to my blog :D
To YL ;
freak ni uhhs =="
To xiangbei ;
relinked :D
To jooheng ;
petty ! )x if you're fatter than my daddie , the sky would
fall . Seriously it will ! & stop being cold canns ? /: some kinda
brother
im having ==" i didnt really said it was a good news that you talked
to me btw
(x hahahas !
To lihiang ;
hahas xD agreed , so we should go out someday ! & linked
.
To jm ;
hahas , okies :D thanks for the visit ?
To cass ;
hahas xD thanks .
To -xHERO-KID ; [ ps cant guess who it is :X ]
hahas , thq (x
To nuer ;
hahas , that one not my room uhhs :X yeahhs , anyways good luck
for next year derh PSLE :D
To naomi ;
how could i ever forget about you ? (x hahas , i thought you
were the one whom forgotten about me . hahas . we're still friends right ?
:D
To jean ;
hellos (x

added on 08/11/08 @ 1 : 56 am ;
oohs , what a nice date ;X oh wells , ytd was woken up by red bra's msg . I kinda got quite a few msg when i woke up ytd morning , or i should say afternoon . Got pissed off a bit while replying most of the msgs . Then , red bra called & asked me to pei him go out , since his friends all dun wanna . Im lyk being used ==" but whatever . So , i told him i dun felt lyk going out since i just did it the previous day (x and im super tired . So , we slacked downstairs . Then talked craps & stare into blank air :X I mean , hellos ? I didn't wanted to go out lahhs , but i kinda dun wanna pangseh himm uhhs , cant afford to see my cute little brother sad ? (x hahahas !
So , whatever lorhhs . He complained a lot ? That's kinda the usual thingy , so we're kinda gossiping :X i know its a bad thingy to do , & red bra no harm in me posting it out right ? Since we kinda does it , im the one whom kinda started it first thoughh (x Yeahhs , then after that i mention about zac eftron or whatever his fucking name is , is ghey /: he is okay ! Sorry i mean no harm to his fans & he , himself , you're just ghey to me . But that zhabor with him is sweet <3 seriously , red bra was lyk saying shes chio and stuffs . Except for her taking some nude photos :X oh wells , shes still freaking sweet looking , thats a fact :D i don't know her name . But i still love jrockers (x gazette dudes are seriously hawwttt ! im gonna melt :X they seriously are ! An cafe as well (x Miyavi's still as sexy , i kinda saw some videos of him on youtube , i never thought that hes actually kinda hyper ? ._. as in , i always thought hes just this cold & cool pro @ guitar . Oh wells (x its pretty interesting uhhs . Yeahhs , so later @ 10 gonna go & pei red bra go interviews ? ==" i got no idea whye im helping him so much , its not giving me any advantages , but whatever . Helping red bra once in a while should be okay , since we're still friends .

2008-11-04T02:08:00.002+08:00

Im super bored uhhs , & im drinking my strawberry milk :D hahas . Weihao kept changing the time uhhs -.- Im a bit pissed off when i woke up and saw the msg uhhs . I've not been talking to joojoo recently as well . He's being a bit cold lahhs . But , he still tags @ my tagboard ? /: & hellos lihaing , hahas . Oh wells , yulia's still love-ed uhhs :D ytd evening , my parents sorta dragged me to go to ntuc with them , some sorta threatening from my daddie since that he didnt wanted to pei mummie go & i didn't wanted to as well uhhs . Yeahhs , so in the end also go lorhhs .
My daddie's still an amazing cook in my house ;X though , for some dishes , grandma cooks better hahas xD especially my favourite soup uhhs . I want to move in to sleep with grandma soon . I hate my room (x Or maybe it isn't really that bad uhhs . I love dark rooms during the day still :D hahas , okayys lahhs i go youtube & watch movie bahhs -.- im freaking bored uhhs , no idea to blog also already hahs . It's good to be in love huhs ? /: oh wells , not for me hahahas ! (x

2008-10-31T15:17:00.003+08:00

All the payment made . -.- Im pok already uhhs ! lols , gonna be in same class with quite a number of 2d-ers . :X hahas , yeahhs (x so , ytd went out with red bra & xuanwei korkor lorhhs , then they two of them were lyk passing the same comment about my hair colour /: damn you two uhhs !
yeahhs , then after pay finish one of it then we go & eat . Or rather just red bra uhhs . Then after that we go bugi , then walk walk walk again , then after that jing ru sms-ed me , then we go bak to bugi junction , then saw sandy (x lmaos . After that go and meet jingru lorhhs , then go melvin house & slack . His dog lyk super despo liddat -.-
Yeahhs , then tmr i going to go 'camping' with my father frens and my parents liaos lorhhs .

Edit ; 02/11/08 @ 1 : 14 AM

okayys , im kinda freaked out already uhhs . Freaking hells uhhs -.- My room is seriously haunted uhhs . Later need to go to my grandma room already uhhs . Anyways , didn't went with parents to there today /: Tmr i need to seriously move to my grandma room & slp with her already uhhs . Lazy to reply tagboard uhhs -.-

2008-10-29T01:18:00.007+08:00

Lols , okayys . So , i bought two type of contact lens :X hahas . One the blue one , another some cosplaying kinda contact lens from ischelle , from my previous secondary school derhhs . I thought it was another blogshopper open that blogshop derhhs sia .
Hahas , pretty interesting anyways (x Yeahhs , so thursday gonna meet two peepos to pay up money ;D Oh wells /: Hopefully i get them before my drumming lessons -.- I don't wanna my image to be screwed up . No idea whye thoughh (x but whatever . Image is still kinda important i guess :X
Anyways , went to toa payoh with mummie today , to pei her buy stuffs lorhhs . Bought a cute hair clip :D from some hellokitty shop ? i don't know , that shop looked like that kinda shop lahhs . lols .
& ytd went out with yulia as well , to vivo , down there do nothing lorhhs , she wanted stick , then i go ask haoming & deon kor , they both dun wan give on that day , then bo bian lorhhs . Then , came my house stuffs lorhhs .
Kinda boring lahhs ;X But , i know that ive been going out a lot recently -.- My transport fee is lyk , uh /: I don't know . hahas ! Oh wells , whatever lorhhs :X

fake eyelashes that i bought + the cute hairclip .

the hair clip on my hair .

added on 30/10/08 1 : 17 AM ;
oh wells , payment is today (x lols . Then , i'll be pok for buy two pairs of contact lenses . I wonder when i'll be getting them thoughh :X xuanwei korkor wanted to go tgt with me ? I was woken up today , so kinda bad mood lorhhs .

To jooheng :
go & die lahhs you /:
To YL :
white hair makes me feel old :X you know those old ahma also have white hair (x hahahas ! <3>
To manlyn :
hahas , thq hellokitty :D
To gina :
hahas , linked :D

2008-10-26T18:10:00.006+08:00

i just woke up not long . -.- stayed up the whole night ytd , plus lacking of slp also . sorry hazeline )x kinda late to realise it now lahhs /: Oh wells , next week thenn . too tired already lorhhs today . i already gonna collapse already lorhhs when i going home that time :X ton also never ton until that long ._. hahahas ! im a piggie still :D
im gonna move to my grandma's room and slp tgt with her . My room's seriously too creppy lorhhs . As in , seriously , i've discuss it with my daddie already lahhs . I don't wanna sleep in my room anymore . It can't even be that I think too much lorhhs . Sorry the spirit in my room or whatever , i can't be friends with you still . I'm still scared of you /: Oh wells , another space to put the drums anyways (x hahas !
But , no money to buy it yet :D hahas . My life isn't the cursed afterall . I don't need a boyfriend to be happy at all (x hahahas ! It's just some extra bonus in life i guess .

Anyways , photos from last night in pulau ubin . I heard from my dad & his friends that it was actually kinda haunted :D as in that island . hahas . they kept changing their location -.-

the kiasu china dude , he caught a good fish thoughh .

my fatty daddie :D

the view from there .

To shuwei :
hahas thanks :D

To YL :
lols , my daddie help me dye derhhs , u dye liaos then isn't it the same already :X

To xuanwei :
change norhhs . actually both also same lahhs . Ehs kor , give me your blog link horhhs :D

To weifoong :
HELLOS ! (x lols .

added on 19 .08 ;

my target drum as for now :D hahas . I just found it on web , Peace Legion . It cost $620 /: oh wells , i'll be able to get it somehow hahas .

2008-10-24T17:17:00.006+08:00

Came back from job interview , & xiangbei just left my house with her friend . Kinda forgot her friend's name :X lols . I feel bad about it thoughhh . They're pretty close huh ? I haven't return the stupid school library book . blehh , whatever lorhhs . My hair turn out to be so yellow . I thought it wont be this yellow lahhs . Or was it blonde ? -.-

It still feels kinda weird on me /:

But , i won't feel jealous of peepos dying hair anymore :D mwahahahas ! Hellos peepos of the outside world . Lols , later meeting deon kor , he coming my house nearby to slack /: dunno whats with him . Maybe hes bored . He'll cor me dumb blonde for sure later . Freak him . LOL :X Super tired from yesterday , im lacking of sleep ! Shopping with hazeline was fun ytd :D So long since we last did that , i'll go church i guess .

added on 25/10/08 @ 14 . 22 ;
i wanted to look like some jrock-er ! )x oh freaking hell , whye is it like some ah lian style ! :X im a lion :D i saw hongsheng just now , he commented that my hair is super striking :D lols !

To cass :
hellos ! (x
To CJ :
yeahhs yeahhs /: Must be the way i position it bahhs :X im amazed that you came to my blog . lols .
To shuwei :
LOL >< *snatches ur black socks * :X
To joojoo :
lols :X it's drumsticks !
To matt :
HELLOS ! <3
To nuer :
congrats for finishing ur exams :D hahas . three peepos said my drumsticks looks lyk chopsticks already sia )x
added @ 20 . 44 ;
To xuanwei :
im not a ah lian lorhhs /: got one face already , no nid another face lahhs :X
To shuwei :
yeahhs )x a bit too bright already lorhhs that hair dye .
To matt :
hahas , thq :D

2008-10-23T12:44:00.006+08:00

Came backk from Parkway Parade , go to the yamaha school to register for the drum course :D I'm finally IN ! Oh wells , the other problem is that how am i gonna communicate ? :X Nevermind , i'll just be hyper & stuffs :D hahas .
& no english re-exam or whatever ! >< Ms Ng said me and dad are friendly towards each other :D im proud of my cool dad ! As in , there isn't any lines between us , Thank God :D We're unlike my relatives :X SOME of them , there's a line between them )x I kinda pity my cousins . Oh wells , super LOT of holiday homework /: daddie's gonna make me do them -.- oh freaking hell . Bought the following stuffs :D

Long black socks :D

Drumsticks <33 Oh , i love you , my drumsticks :D lols .

Received a call from hazeline :D Later gonna go out with her to make her ez-link card , must be hard on you lahhs )x I read her blog ytd . I still love yulia , mengmeng & her lots :D

2008-10-21T19:06:00.004+08:00

daddie finally agree to give me learn instrument , though i kinda wanna learn guitar instead (x oh wells , drums are better i guess ? Time to earn money :D Can't find any part time jobs .... sighh /: Just buying one of it is expensive , i wonder how long im gonna take to save up that amount of money , it'll take years , no doubt .
guitar is still better right ? lols >< im on my 1st step towards my dream . Though , sometimes i do have kinda lots of dreams , but the major ones :D This is just 1 out of the 3 dreams that im having . I guess so ? lols .
Im kinda super boredddd . Maybe , i'll go slp later . It's like seriously , nothing for me to do at all . I wanna learn it fast , somehow ? (x

Added on 23/10/08 @ 12 . 10 AM ;

To xuanwei :
what responsive /: i dun have lag lorhhs !
To mengmeng :
Nehh go sch :D ahhahas . Thq for ur tag :D
To yvonne :
so bad TT I'd be happier if you dun poke me :X lols .
To nuer :
hahas , thq . you toos :D jiayous jiayous !
To rebecca :
yeahhs ! :D Long time no see & talk already .

2008-10-17T00:40:00.003+08:00

i feel super happie for some reasons ;D maybe its cause that daddie actually came and seriously wait for half an hour , though he got the timing wrong when i called him to come to sch today . i failed a lot of subjects )x kinda sianned narhhs . tmr tmr tmr , just thinking about it , im just seriously gonna rot .
& i told daddie about what happened ytd /: there's no way that i could press the power button lahhs ! im in front of my comp table , that it just auto on-ed ! )x gah ! like who will really believe i guess . it's better to live in harmony . :D anyways , i don't feel like there's anything much bothering me now . I feel super free and happie ._. well , thats weird . nothing's lost thoughh :D good news i guess .
hahas , oh wells :D maybe tmr go and find kor bahhs .
& i noticed that what i've got wonderful friends :D seriously . i guess , my thinking towards everything's a bit better ._. perhaps i guess . im glad that i met everyone thoughh :D

2008-10-14T19:16:00.002+08:00

byebye meanie ;D and hellos to my new lovers ? LOL ! :X just kidding . Im glad that im free , somehow . It doesn't matters to me anymore . I can just go crazy now :D no more one-sided love or anything , cause i simply don't love anyone now , as a lover ;D whats the point of getting one anyways .
And congrats to linus as well :D LOL ! same case , also broke up . And thq for lihiang to give the idea of having a crazy celebration on sat , tmr im going to sch thoughh . hahas . gonna play audition i guess ._. if not i'll be kinda sianned . who cares :D
And grats me for failing all subjects , or i think i did failed all , who cares . hahas :D I think mummie and daddie's not gonna by happie though )x oh crappie . & im sorry yulia for showing you attitude , seriously im sorry . And she was right :D To me , shes still the best .
Haven't talked much to mengmeng , i haven't really break the news yet to her , but whatever :D i'll break it to her tmr , and i won't cry anymore . Linus's like saying that im weak on msn ! ><
Some kinda brother lahhs you ! Freaking bad :X go do ur o lvl lahhs ! That might most probably means that i'll just have another dream of mine come true maybes :D hahas , byebye . You're not needed nor wanted , or rather just be friends (x cause there's no point in hating such a playboy :D

2008-10-13T22:49:00.003+08:00

Watched the love guru on psp , super funny sia :X thenn , haoming kor msged me to di siao me . LOL , go find dasao lahhs . Yeahhs , pon-ed sch today , kinda dun feel lyk going . Maybe tmr after sch , i just go and return the money can already lahhs . There's just this obstacle that i just can't overcome somehow , since that i seriously don't know what i should do . Plus , that i've not been emotionally well or rather just simply to say that im just in a super bad mood .
It's better to avoid going to anywhere or communicating /: Thoughh , its seriously killing me lahhs . Don't know whye joojoo's being super cold to me ... seriously , it confused me , not just joojoo , meanie as well . Whye in the world do you two guys wanna confused me even more ? It's freaking pissing me off .
Maybe , it just doesn't seems like so to you , im a female , im not a male . I don't think like a male , even if I can understand how males thinks sometimes , but im still a female . And I hate my gender , thoughh , being a female's better than being a male . Just looking at deon kor can tell already lahhs . As in , that's what i learned on sat , being a male isn't as easy .
Or should i just say its more of being a human /: I don't know , i doubt anything in this world's easy at all . It's better to disappear and run away from all the problems and stuffs . I'm just a coward , there's no way i can love myself ? Or rather , I do love myself , it's just how do i say it ... uh ...
I don't really know how to put them into words , but its just like im just freaking hell confused , whye can't i simply just understand what meanie and joojoo's thinking sometimes . And when i predicted that it MIGHT happen or whatever that they might say , it just didn't happen . I know meanie isn't those kinda romantic guys or whatsoever like those i read in shojo mangas , i don't even know a thingy ? /: For some reasons , it's like i never actually knew him that well ? Well , he's a boring guy , to be frank , and he's just a little romantic , not as romantic as me i guess ? ._. But , he manage to does some stuffs that im unable to do -.- It freaking makes me kinda jealous thoughh . :X I mean , at least he doesn't cry over stupid stuffs like me . And whye in the hell did he get to act cool , while i don't ! )x
I know i get jealous easily /: And im freaking turning lyk some control freako like my ex ? ._. as in , i want to do it , but i know it's just something that doesn't suit me at all . It's just some freaking desire i guess . It'll be gone sooner or later , i hope :X Every humans have tons of problems , i shouldn't be thinking that im the only one suffering and stuffs right ? I just wish that I have the courage to step up and face all the problems at once , and stop thinking that if I were to do that , it'll put me at a disadvantage and causing even more troublesome things to happen .

added @ 12 . 28 ; though its already the next day .

I smsed meanie and on msn i founded deon korkor to talk about it , since i myself couldn't seriously just freaking solve it . & just told deon kor all the troubles that i actually have , hes the only one that i can really talk to everything about that that time .
yeahhs , and haoming kor jio-ed me out tmr , kinda dun feel lyk going already lahhs , dun feel lyk going to his hse . i mean , deon kor derh hse i still okay , but his hse , guess not -.- it'll just bring back some memories that i don't wanna rmb about since that he and that freako live kinda near . but whatever , my one solved and the others didn't . I mean , i just need a pairs of ears to listen to me , though , meanie's most probably the first one i'll confront to . But , whatever perhaps , he has begun to be part of my besties + boyf . I don't care even if you didn't reply to me or whatever , i don't care even if you don't love me anymore . I don't wanna care anymore .
You're just making me sometimes , turning into those kinda woman that i don't wanna become . So , what ? I'll just control it , i can't forever depend on meanie nor deon nor joojoo or whoever . It's just not helping myself , im not this weak before right ?
I know i just have tons of negative thoughts in my mind , but it's still not the end of the world , even without meanie's love to me , the earth's still revolving around the sun . I feel lyk im pestering him , like that girl which gabriel told me about ? /: You know , i hate to go and cling onto peepos too much and stuffs , it's not turning me cool or whatever . But , sometimes i just happens to ignore it . Im kinda have enough of everything already . Perhaps , i seriously need some time to cool down or whatever . Im just being angry at myself i guess .
But , seriously , I've never even waited for a guy this long before -.- Seriously no . Sometimes , i wonder whye is meanie the special one whom gets such waiting from me ? Im not all that great ? Am i in love with him ? Even if i cry or whatever , meanie would never know such things ;D until i tell him directly ? He won't even know what im thinking now ? /: I doubt so i mean , all i know is that he would never come to my blog and reads any of the posts . Hopefully , deon can stop treating me so good already , sometimes i dont deserve your kindness ;D you know ? Perhaps , i should just vanish for a while from the world , seriously i need to put myself together again before i can do anything again , it's just too much on me already . I doubt anyone would understand anything at all .

2008-10-12T04:24:00.005+08:00

morning peepos ! (x i actually woke up so super early . Can't slp since its freaking hot , and im kinda lazy to on the air con , plus kinda 'sticky' hahas . I just bathed out ;DD yeahhs , ytd wasn't that bad though my mood was kinda off already .
met eunice , she came my house then give her wear my clothes , then she say what dun dare to wear my shorts -.- lols . then in the end , got wear lahhs :D thenn , go bedok meet deon korkor , he was late ! )x LOL ! Smoke somemore lahhs ! I take all ur sticks away and smoke finish for you , see how you smoke arhs ! :X
I was being super loud ! ;D as usual , then he was like 'shhh ! you veri loud lehhs ! disturb the peace . ' Veri bad right he ? lols . He treated ice cream and drinks though ;DD thq . Lols , then talk talk talk . Eunice super anti also )x call her talk , she down there diam diam . But , kinda irritated of her making me lahhs .
I don't like peepos to squeeze my shoulder too wad or keep poke me non stop :X veri irritating derhhs ! hahas . nevermind lahhs , then i took photos :D hahas .

The stuffs that i've collected @ east coast :D

Found that castle kinda interesting :X

The peace that was invaded by me ! :D

Spot the man in black ? That's deon kor :DD

It was some construction site lahhs , found got graffiti :D lols , nice lorhhs !

Yeahhs , so thats all for ytd . Meanie didn't reply my msg , but whatever lahhs . Don't care you already , you want reply then reply norhhs . Im kinda sianned of the wanting to get your attention but cannot already lahhs . It's better to wait for you to settle your stuffs then get your attention , but then i know you next year got o lvls already . Oh wells , jiayous bahhs ? :D Recently , seems like i've been talking to shuwei a lot sia :X hahas !

Added on @ 3 . 55 pm ;

To lin :
Yays ! :D you tagged . hahas .
To Kerng Ngee :
linked :D
To Deon :
Lols ;X tag until lyk u dun wanna tag liddat )x
To Linus :
good luck for your o lvls :D
To Zensheng :
Hellos ! (x
To Regina :
not really lahhs . :X so so i guess , their fur veri nice to touch onli .

the day that i've always longed ,
never seems to come ,
as the days pass by me and you .
it's always drifting us apart .
did you even noticed it ?
i doubt so .
sometimes it make me felt really insecure ,
sometimes it make me think that im better off being with another guy .
why are you the only guy whom make me felt like this ?
it was a mistake to fall in love with you .
you said you'd treasure me ,
but now sometimes ,
im thinking whether are you in love with me as well .
maybe you do ,
but you just don't show .
the distance between the two of us ,
is just making me feel super insecure .
i missed being in your arms ,
i missed hugging you .
that's all that i wanted ,
just a hug from you ,
to warm my day up .

Oh wells , im rotting in front of my comp . Sundays sure are super boring , it's not like i can do anything . No games , everything seems so dull and boring /: I need to go out again -.- seriously ! I can't stay at home and rot !

2008-10-10T08:37:00.006+08:00

& ytd , the exams ended :D its a pity that i still don't get to go out with meanie yet . Cause hes busy with his erhu competition + audition + exam . Seriously a busy man huh ? /: oh wells , it'll be part of his career . Jiayous bahhs ? Can't really do anything other than supporting and encouraging lahhs (x
At least , i know that you still love me right ? :D hahas . I'm happie to know that . :X Oh yeahhs , went to nuer's blog . Lols :X since you wanna meet me come and meet norhs . I don't really mind lahhs . I do miss meanie as I've tagged :X It's just that i can't be that unreasonable lahhs .
ytd went to extend hair and bought a shirt (x me and mengmeng got the same one onli different colours . I love mengmeng lots <3 I'll be sure to return ur 14 dollars that you lend me (x I don't like to owe peepos things also :X Having short hair's better lahhs . Korkor tell me , that I was like having the unisex looks before ~.~ I prefer unisex looks somehow , can jio zhabors wad :D hahas . Then ytd i put that photo joojoo go and complain after looking (x Yeahhs , you better read this chou joojoo ! You views and runs without tagging )x you good ! HMPHS ! lmaos . Holiday's coming :D and I'll get to go out with meanie , or at least , thats what he told me . Wanxin jiayous on jio-ing ur zhabor lahhs , though i know that you don't come and see my blog . hahahas ! Oh wells , another good news or is it a bad news ? /: One month of no tuition-ing . Kinda sianned lahhs for sundays , maybe i'll go church . Kinda bored lahhs cause got nothing to do at all lahhs )x

ALL THE BEST , MEANIE ! :D

Added on 5 . 38 pm ;

Just came back from ikea and giant , daddie dragged me along (x lols . Kinda sianned narhs over there . I almost turned into some zombie lahhs :X Then , daddie was like saying everyone's looking at my weird hair . He veri bo liaos lahhs . And we got tired and irritated of waiting for all those stupid buses . Kinda sianned norhs )x .

Ended up buying two things (x .

For next year's valentines day , or whatever day lahhs :X

Slippers , kinda cute lahhs :X

Yeahhs , and meanie's gonna have his competition ! (x hahas , good luck :D
And thanks for those whom tagged :D Xie xie !

To shuwei :
hahas , hellos (x .
To Regina :
hahas , thq thq :D they veri notti also .
To mengmeng :
Veri ma fan arhs ! aiyoos :X I'll return u ur money derhhs . I don't really play audition lahhs , i said meanie going to audition , as in not the game norhs . lols , you veri cute nehhs !
To xiangbei :
Yeahhs , but then horhs , i don't know go where work lehhs . You got job intro tell me :D Let's work tgt , hahas .
To nuer :
Lols ! Cannot grow already norhs )x kinda pek chek lahhs . My parents aren't tall , so no hope already lahhs . hahas . you also got change ur skin wad :D
To joojoo :
Thq for ur tag , though im like begging you on msn :X lols !

And thanks lin for being such a good guy , you're the best soulmate :D hahas . My world seems to be much more colourful than before already (x . hopefully , yvonne could stop hitting me . lols :X

2008-10-08T21:13:00.005+08:00

Yays ! tmr last paper (x hahas ! yeahhs , ytd tok to the emo red bra . kkaes lahhs , i also kinda depressed at that time , but it's like in the end , i kinda helped him instead of helping myself lahhs ! And shuwei :D same interest ! hahas ! Two friends of the similar interest liaos hahas . You know , the lolita + dollfie interest . lols :X Yeahhs , and i draw wrongly for art exam today )x
I think im gonna fail all my exams )x im experiencing the exam stress , of which i've not been experiencing for these 8 years of studying other than this time round . It's kinda stupid thoughh . But , whatever (x Daddie bought me shoes today . Hahas , yeahhs , kinda wanna apologise to yulia for being kinda rude to her i guess -.- i know i got wrong lahhs . But then , i thought that you can understand a little lahhs . I know you also experiencing the exam stress lorhs . Sorry lahhs , let bygones be bygones okies ? (x We're still friends right ?
I know , that you don't need such crappie friend , but then it's like /: whats the point of just cause of something like not answering calls or whatever just ruin our friendship right ? I love you so much also (x hahas .

To jiahui :
I will derhs (x hahas . thq for visiting :D

To Lihiang :
hahas , i make for you norhs (x havent nehhs , think not their season yet i guess -.- LOL , must got season derhs lahhs they all .

To nuer :
hahas , thq . you want meet then meet norhs . i don't really mind derh lahhs , but im short -.- lols . tmr last paper (x your exams nehhs ?

yeahhs . thats it for today i guess :D oh yeahs , and thanks for making my school days ever so interesting . its okay even if its something bad , but at least , i know that im actually being in the school , im not invisible (x hahas . I wonder if I should be playing mmorpgs since holiday's coming . Maybe , i should be go out everyday -.-

Editted : yays ! meanie smsed me :D

2008-10-03T18:24:00.002+08:00

today had history and maths paper 1 . im gonna prepare to fail my history )x gah ! not interested already lahhs ! im totally no mood for anything liddat again lahhs . i also dunno whye , maybe coming that thingy already ? /: but then , got so fast mehhs ? freaking weird , whatever lahhs .
yeahhs , its like ive got tons of question to ask meanie canns ? i also dunno whye , i just somehow wanna know . maybe im losing trust for him ? maybe im just feeling insecure . hopefully , after exams everything's back to normal lahhs . it's like everything's back to square one again .
i mean , whats the problem lahhs ! everything's okay i suppose . it's just like a few weeks that we didn't see each other , having lesser and lesser time together , cause of examinations . yeahhs , i know he's a busy guy /: a super duper busy guy i suppose , and im just his attention seeker .
and instead , it's like im spending a lot more time with my other friends than with him ? yeahhs , i know i get lovesick sometimes . mengmeng can't stand me sometimes (x hahas . and thanks joojoo for going out with me for shopping , though he didnt even help me , other than just pei-ing me -.-
i won't ask a guy to go with me to shopping already , if theres guy , there must be gals for shopping ! or else , i cant get any decisions made lahhs . It's like gah ! i don't know what the hell i should do ? /: what should i actually do lahhs ? just go along with the flow ? )x what if everything turns out bad ? or maybe it's just that meanie and i just needed sometime together again . sighhh , i seriously don't know much already )x it's freaking killing me lahhs .
i know that my feelings for meanie has never changed at all , and i should stop thinking that he's going out with other girls ~.~ i mean , i don't really mind ... lols /: its kinda weird , but as long as he doesnt love that girl , im fine with it .

2008-10-01T12:03:00.004+08:00

wahhs , sibei sianned narhs ! waiting for 12 30 to come . hahas , managed to get joojoo out to shopping with me (x yeahhs , i know EOY's here . i don't give a damn . its not like im living long anyways . i'll just end the life as im suppose to enjoy . too tired of living that long already .
thinking about it , meanie would never ever visit my blog . he wont even be affected by it as well , he's just like that . you told me that you love me , i trust that you do . but it'll fade off right ? that isn't love ;D
hahas , got too bored so took some photos of my dumb dumb chinchillas .

stupid pepper .

mint just pop his head after seeing my phone -.-

chou gigi , grow so big and fat already !

pepper again , she heck care my phone (x unlike those two .

the notti-est chinchila )x gigi bite my uniform !

oh wells , thats how much that youngest chinchilla of mine had actually grown . im waiting for the next one to be born , though i doubt that pepper's pregnant . but , still i want the $$ for my funeral . looking at melvin , what a lucky face he's got there now /: stop making me jealous lahhs ! joojoo's forever suan-ing me and so cold . whye did i even have such a brother ! but , at least he pei me go out ! hahahahas !

2008-09-29T18:54:00.002+08:00

selling cursing doll for 5 dollars per doll .
i've made mine already /: of course , im still testing out if i cursed that dude in that way , would it work . if it worked , i'll sell it at 7 dollars plus the method of how to make the cursing works . desperate for money (x
Oh yeahhs , i went to buy some stuffs as well . three wishing bottles , and some other thingys . hopefully , wishing bottles works . Oh wells , if possible , i guess i'll make another doll /: I just cursed someone , im not sure who it directed to , but whatever -.- hopefully that someone gets the cursing .

my cursing doll . so , please order from me if you want one .

2008-09-27T18:42:00.002+08:00

my plans of studying is gone )x lols , i planned to study today . not enough willpower i guess . morning , wanted to download stuffs inside my psp , in the end , afternoon i watched the anime . yeahhs , perhaps i'll study later . i can't make up my mind on what to study .
soul eater's a nice anime . sort of i guess , its kinda average for some kind of fighting anime , you know bleach ? its almost the same , something unique about it is just how the plot goes about i guess . or rather not really , i kinda find it pretty interesting .
today daddie's being super irritating , ever since like ytd ? since mummie went to johor /: how hes sticking to mummie lyk super glue . he's like a kid sometimes ;X lols . interesting daddie i suppose . he's still an adult no matter how he becomes . but , he keeps call me to do stuffs or whatever like im my mum's replacement -.- and noting that im his daughter and i should be doing those .
lols /: what a funny daddie . but , mummie's back :D im kinda free . if not , he'll be bugging me about the psp belonging to who , and he'll snatch it from me )x
Guess , meanie's busy now . Lols (x at least , i know that he didnt actually ignored me lahhs . that's good news , i suppose . my mood just change like 90 degrees or something . i guess i need to trust him more , sorry meanie for doubting you were such guy . i havent been playing audition lately ~.~ not in a mood ... im still super stressed ! and i don't know what am i stressing about ? /: gah ! i cant decide whatever subject should i study lahhs later , maths or history ? i guess i'll study history , since it's faster to study . i'll leave maths and science on monday and so on . oh crappie , i need to plan further already ! my mind is so super messy !
if i can't pass , i don't know what i should do already ? i already decided not to rot so , what am i actually doing now ?

2008-09-19T14:10:00.003+08:00

Im suppose to be studying , but whatever . I'll post awhile . LOL ! I thought of transferring back to outram sec , i'll be asking my parents about it later after exams . (x Yulia , i miss you . LOL ! And meanie finally fully recovered from his fever . Hahas . anyways , lazy to reply on tagboard lahhs .

To melvin ;
Lols , sure sure , i'll link you , and congrats . Aiyar , no nid to list down everybody i saw right ? :X hahas . i snatchie ur zhabor arhs !

To nuer ;
iloveyou a lot toos (: my number nehh change lahhs . It's still the same one wad . And im not as rich as you ! hahas .

To my audi stead ;
how to relax ! i veri lac already lahhs . Go to ur zhabor lahhs )x if not i snatchie her away from you already . ahahs !

To yulia ;
Freak ni lahhs . everytime come to my tagboard and scold me )x So bad . I love you so much you hate me TT lols .

Yeahs , and about my home eco , the yellow rice of mine , super tasteless -.- I've got 0 talents for cooking lahhs . And I didn't meet meanie for one week already . hahas ! okay /: whatever narhs . If i cannot transfer , then i just stay in mjr norhs , tahan two years can already wad (x . hahas ! Jiayous for EOY ! :D

2008-09-14T18:15:00.005+08:00

im freaking freaking bored ! early in the morning , yulia in audition tell me about giving her a condom :X then my blog tag also got condom thingy ! lols ! you veri cute sia , condom condom . had tuition narhs today . i tot my tutor was gonna torture me like that time . today she's so good . iloveyous lots ! :DD hahas . yeahs , i took a lot of screenshot in audition . i don't know who's that guy in reality , but whatever . hahs .
i still love you lots meanie :D after exams nehhs ? after exams , we'll have more time tgt already . jiayous jiayous ! audi stead is audi stead , rl stead is rl stead . hahas ! and , i'll snatchie my audi stead de rl zhabor derhs ! mwahahahas ! ;X just kidding :D i missed hugging meanie . )x
freak narhs , exams are here already narhs . sarks sarks sarks !
mengmeng just called me and tell me that we need to buy the ingredients for tmr's home eco practical . nid mehhs ? -.- cher says those name listed and stuffs down there . oh freakzxzxzxz . stupid school lahhs /: irritating canns ? last minute thingy . i can't rmb what i need for the dish i cooking lahhs . GAH ! no money somemore , buy shyt arhs .
nehhmind nehhmind , time to find a new recipe to cook for an hour tomorrow -___- irritating lahhs . i tot i heard everything lahhs . never trust schools about anything . /: freak narhs ! i swear that i will never ever believe whatever thingy anyone said other than me , myself hearing tat already . and i don't freaing care about other stuffs that's gonna happened to me . )x i love you for making my day horrible , and something not like a normal day . at least , i don't freaking have another boring day at school :D
everything just for these few days , things aren't going exactly the way i wanted it to . im seriously in a super bad mood recently . just a little things i just get angry somehow )x . that's wa they called woman thingy. gah , its so irritating !!! i can't find any dishes narhs . i think i go and ask deon and linus already . maybe jk and jm can help . hahas . nahh joooo would be a better one to ask i guess >< . here's the screenshots :D

all from club dance 2 -.- hahas .

anyways , thq mummie and daddie for going out to buy the ingredients for me :D plus , some tips that my daddie gave me . since i'll for sure , first step after heating the oil , i'll mix everything inside for sure . hahas ! you two rocks :D i wanna post meanie de photo here . :X muahahas ! m so evil ~ i need to get his phone somehow and delete those photos narhs ! )x chou meanie , ilys <3 hahahas !

2008-09-13T23:26:00.002+08:00

went to hongwen for mooncakie festival ;DD . then , eunice come down my hse then we go tgt . Hahs ! we wore coupled clothes :D , black and white -ness ? :X then , go and meet weiwei and meanie :D Finally , got to see meanie lahhs after one week plus plus )x . Hahas , then blahh blahh blahh , li hiang came , melvin and then hongsheng . Then , melvin and hongsheng keep complain veri hot -.- I saw a lot of peepos also lahhs . Like , sandy arhs , jiahao arhs , hazeline[everday in sch can see] & eileen , chiahwee they all , and blahh blahh blahh . hahas :D
joojoo didn't go . guess , now he's still angry at me for not replying his msg . cause , a lot of peepos called me and stuffs . hahas . then , we saw jolene . lols . then , go to the flat nearby and sit down -.- then , tok tok tok . and then i show meanie two photos , and he took my phone and send . )x nobody let u send derh horhs ! chou meanie ! ;X hahas . then , me and lihiang use the string and sort of tie up and stuffs . then , melvin make handcuff ! PRO PRO ! :X LOL ! then , farewell hugs and kisses ?
then , we go melvin house . then , hongsheng de phone dunno how come lost . we walked from hongwen to melvin de house . legs freaking tired lahhs ! ==" i won't wanna walk to his hse frm hws ever again . SO FAR ! ;X then , he keep toking mushy to that zhabor . -.- i also want my meanie ! hahas ! then , we go find hongsheng phone , then cannot find . i think i tmr i go ask my daddie want to lend him a spare phone a not . hahas , he kinda ke lian lahhs . who can survive without a phone lahhs ! )x

2008-09-02T15:39:00.003+08:00

Ytd , meanie joojoo and eunice came my house to study . Okay lahhs , it was more of playing than studying lahhs ! Study abit nia -.- Crappie sia . Meanie's being a meanie as usual , then joojoo is lyk come here and do there . My grandma until today still down there kao pei kao bu /: freaking irritating lahhs . You know the open-mindness ? >< hahas ! I'm still thinking how the hell am i gonna tell my parents about meanie and me lahhs . Its better if I were to tell them lahhs , i hate those scenes that they find out instead of me telling them . They don't like me to hide things from them , I guess . Hahas, I've got a pair of very understanding parents still . (: And nobody actually touched my strawberry milk in the fridge ! Hahas ! Thanks daddie for not drinking it . He drank finish the plain and the banana one already =.= So fast lahhs !
And eunice used my phone to take photos . Whye do I see so many meanie and me , and joojoo one arhs ? -__- AHEM AHEM ! Im sort of lyk opening to meanie even more or something lahhs . Meanie jiayous ! JIAYOUS ! Study study ! hahas ;X I won't distract you that much derhs hopefully . I'm controlling myself somehow .
And I notice how crazy I am . Seriously just crazy /: hahas . I wonder if i were to organise a party , how crazy would it actually turn out . It would be interesting . Linus kor , jiayous for ur o lvl ! Hahas ! And I manage to talk to silphie on msn ! I thought that I lost contact with her already lahhs ! ): I love her a lot okies ! On msn , i seriously get confused by two cassandras . Joojoo lyk pangseh me lahhs today . YEAH ! HE PANGSEH ME !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-08-30T18:46:00.003+08:00

Ohhs ! >< i so loved ytd ! Met with jeanette , se yong , hongsheng , lihiang and whoever there narhs ! i can barely rmb the other peepos de name . Meanie and I went there tgt narhs (: Kinda weird weird lahhs , i never went back to and enter my primary school with my dhabor before . Yeah , meanie's in the same primary school , so whatever narhs . And of course , i can almost fall asleep when meanie hug me lahhs . He's like so warm and give me the secure feeling ?
And i took some photos in the arcade , then that guy come and tell me cannot take photo ==" i feel lyk posting norhs . But , forget it narhs . /: Then of course , before that day end , me and meanie AHEM AHEM ! Don't need to know lahhs . Yeah , joojoo continue to be the lightbulb ! It was fun since so long never go out with lihiang already narhs ! And red bra , you were got shy luhhs ! You are still so super same .
Nothing wrong with toking about bras out LOUD horhs , joo ! hahas ! must be proud of bras ! Whether its A-cup , B-cup , C-cup whatever cup ! ahaha ! Let's take a look at ytd i took de photo at mac (:

you two so shy dun want let me take photos :X

Yays ! Lihiang mei i love yous ! (:

And i forgot to take meanie's photo when i wanted to take lahhs . Hopefully , meanie don't goes about anyhow taking photo already -__- Veri what sia . Ytd i delete them away ! Muahahahas ! in exchange for the new one ? I'll feel kinda bad lahhs . Ahahas !
YAYS ! Holiday for a week . Just one week /: it's better than none . And i'll have to wait till after exams , when i select what subjects im gonna take and byebye school , see you for next year . Hopefully my family don't receive any phone calls from the school -.- Oh , maybe i won't be skipping , it all depends on whatever we're gonna do first . So fast going to exams already ): Need to chiong already narhs !

2008-08-25T17:17:00.002+08:00

i swear that i won't play the goody goody role already . it's so freaking irritating ! i don't wanna be a human ! ): and what the fuck lahhs ! who cares what the fucking hell you are thinking narhs ! im damn pissed off by you already ! i don't need such friend like you larhs ! yeah , you don't trust then mai trust narhs ! who need your arssehole trust lahhs .
okay , enough of being angry for nothing -.- i'm waiting for friday . i don't think i wanna go school on friday norhs . another freaking boring celebration by the school . since when did school seems interesting ? yeah , someone please come and ruin my life again , im so freaking bored nowadays . anyways , i got to get in contact with eunice again . a friend whom i've known since she and i were 3 years old (: my dear old friend . so , we've known each other for 11 years ? hahas .
she came to my house and i went to hers on saturday . hahas , i didn't quite see her family for quite long , i used to go her house pretty often at a point of time . since , i was lonely at home . she's still almost the same , except not so guai already ! >< HORHOR ! hahas .
Apparently , i've not seen meanie for a week or so . it's not really one week to be exact , about 6 days going to the 7th day . Oh well , i did missed him . But as long as he's still the meanie i know , im okay with it . I don't mind if he would change into a ghey or wore a dress for a day or something . (: in fact , i did be much more happy if he were to do that . i think ... not quite i guess /: doesn't it makes the other guys snatch meanie away ? =.=
And jk's pissing me off as usual , mind you stop calling me a shortie ? you aint that tall ! so what even if you're taller than me now topid oldie . yeah , im in a super duper bad mood . i don't know whye . its just all of the sudden , i hate to just simply come that 'thingy' or rather going to come already . makes me gets moody or mood swings so easily ! freak you narhs ! whye you didn't make woman not have mood swings or whatever narhs ! im still wondering whye did God make woman to give birth and not the male . isn't that kinda unfair that woman still feels some kind of discrimination from the mans ? /: what kind of era is this !

2008-08-21T23:34:00.003+08:00

Hahas , meanie don't be suprised if you came my blog and sees a lot of things about you /: You just happened to coloured my life even more though its already in a few colours .
But anyways , on 19th august , good and bad things happened ):
Bad thing : my phone was confiscated but im getting it tmr , thats what mdm tay told me today ! >< thq mdm tay i love you lots for giving my phone bak ! Hahas , though i was kinda annoying for keep asking .
Good thing : It proved me wrong that meanie actually went home without waiting me , and he waited me for half an hour or more , somemore i made him worried . hahas (: It also shows another thing i guess . We're still able to meet each other .
Weiwei seems to less di siao us already ? hahas , i guessed so . He used to keep call me whatever thingy like im married to meanie already .
Yeah , and I did a topid and embarrassing thing in class on that day as well . I cried in class , so helplessly . And the problem is , I didn't really cried cause of my phone ? Cause , it shouldnt be much of a problem , was is cause that im scared that I won't be able to see meanie or what ? /: im still pretty confused by it lahhs . I don't seems to be affected by any other things , like some hurtful comments being shouted out loud and stuffs . Or some b*tches gossiping and stuffs . I know there are peepos whom hate me . But , I just love everyone (: so what ? Don't you guys find it tiring and troublesome to hate someone ? Whenever you see them , you'll feel that he or she is a eyesore and stuffs . So , might as well just ignore and stuffs rather than making he or her feel bad . Then the next time , you experience it , you'll feel bad and then feel guilty about what you did before . It's not such a nice experience .
I felt kinda dumb for doing those though /: I mean , i know that i barely respect a piece of shit lahhs . But , i mean i still have some human sense in me . but , whatever they would want to do is still none of my business .
Oh and on joojoo's bdae , that day when we slacked at the sky park or whatever that's called . I actually observe two families and one couple . I know im being a kpo outsider , its pretty fun anyways ;X It just happens to remind me of my childhood when I saw those two family , and the couple seems to be in a quarrel . I saw the guy hugging the girl so super tightly hahs ! And joojoo said something funny about it . Sorry joojoo for not making it such a wonderful birthday , i'll try harder the next time for a nicer one for you (: hahas !
And next year , I'll be celebrating my bdae ! LOL , most probably ? ;X I'll be more thick-skinned then this time round . hahas !
5th september going to church with hazeline , must remember that , and cannot make anything up on the evenings though its kinda near exam /: But , i guess there will still be alot of peepos who wanna go out and be crazy for a moment right ?
Hahas (: I love my oldie folks a lot ! They are the nicest parents that I could ever asked for . And all those peepos whom i know , whether you treat me nicely or badly , im glad that i know you .

2008-08-18T22:25:00.004+08:00

okay , some random story from me ? (:

I've got a crazy boyfriend who's being a meanie to his super crazy girlfriend .
THE END (: not quite . hahas !
When they go out whether the boyfriend gonna be a meanie or not again . Thats what the girl wonders when she thinks about their date the next day .
But instead , she chose to stay FAR FAR AWAY from her boyfriend . However , the boyfriend don't let the girlfriend run , he then carry her up and eats her . Then , the girl builds a wall to surround herself away from the boy . [ which works like some kind of armour or whatever ]
But , the boy sot sot one , go and break the wall and then holds the girl tightly and never let her go . So , that girlfriend cannot do anything already , so she was speechless and she just hug her boyfriend back . And she end up eating the boy up !

Lols -.- some random story that meanie and I came up with during our smsing . I started off first . Then , he was like asking when the next episode ? Instead , he go and continue it . Hahas ! He's such an interesting guy lahhs . Cause , i wanna tell meanie that hes being a meanie to me again in a playful manner . hahas , instead he go and continue my story , so i also continue it with him lahhs . Then , tmr continue it somemore ? (: hahas . something new that I don't get to do everyday .

2008-08-12T15:56:00.003+08:00

I'm bak to revive my blog . It seems to be so DEAD , super dead /:
Anyways , about ytd's stuffs , since i got so super tired after i came back plus my tuition . I kena scolded by my tutor ):
Went to escape ytd , everything seems kinda interesting . Hahas , it was kinda weird that I actually got scared in the haunted house . Though , after entering it for the third time , I'm finally not that scared . Mengmeng grabbed me behind the 1st time , then i no one to grab -.- Hahas . I thought i can hug mengmeng if im scared . But , instead I grab meanie . Dark and spacious place are scary /:
Then , next the dunno what ship , i forgot what its called . I never went escape before btw ;X Hahas ! It's scarier than the one in genting . Genting one , no that what . Maybe something wrong with me lahhs , i don't know . Next time , i die die don't wanna sit at the back already . Joojoo is inhuman .
Then , inverter don't even need to say -.- It's too high up already . They don't let me go out )x bad meanie ! hahas . Come down that time , i feel lyk hugging the ground and thank everyone lyk siao ? Hahas . I love the ground more /: I almost cry out already norhs . -.- My tears just rolled out .
Mengmeng says that joojoo's more lyk my older brother than my younger brother /: got mehhs ? Blehhs , meanie and joojoo take care of me a lot i know (: Hahas ! They rocks lahhs .
This week joojoo's bdae sia , i don't know what to do . I nid someone's help norhs . I can barely bake something out myself ? ;X hahas .

2008-07-30T16:49:00.003+08:00

Oh crappie , im so seriously bored lahhs ): i seriously don't wanna play maple anymore . nothing good comes from gaming . Lyk till now im still wondering what the hell is 'love' , is it just some couples huggings , kissing , holding hands ? Lyk , was it just that you sacrifice something that's oh-so-precious . i just seriously don't get a thing yet lahhs .
weixiang was lyk saying on msn that i have love-phobia -.- thats just plain crappies ): so what even if i don't even love a single guy as for now . i still love my brothers though (: thats just another kind of love i would say . hahas .
Smsed with meanie todae again . i feel lyk im a meanie myself already ): but , hes much more of a meanie -.- i know he hates me . hahas ;X and he's my new maria ! hahas . im just plain bored , so i decided to promote him and demote him . LOL !
So , he still stays as meanie . he doesnt seems to be lyk my brother at all . so , it'll be better if he be my servant . i still wonder where i put my links to . i kinda miss everyone . though , i can barely rmbs who im actually missing . hahas -.-
my world just feels kinda empty , but who cares ? i've got great friends (: hahas . i can never thank them enough for tolerating my crappies everyday ;X this world is so wonderful , and sad at the same time <3

this was taken ytd , i love my laopo <3

2008-07-29T23:30:00.008+08:00

Yeah ! I'm here to revive my undead blog ! -.- Lol . went to pulau semakau today . the journey to there was kind long . so , i did the usually stuffs at school . hahas . smsing , blahh blahh . i still don't get a thing for maths and chemistry though (:
anyways , good thing for the excursion is that , skipped lessons ;X other than that , the excursion there was kinda interesting still . i wanna watch star stars there ):
Anyways the photos (:

The stations there (:

Lols sae HI to vonvon ;X

the bus tour

mangroove , for some reasons my phone camera can't zoom in :/

the boys beside while going there by the boat

the sky and the sea (:

some kind of thingy shown in the lounge of visitor centre .

from the left , meng2, hui ying and vonvon (:

the other boat while going bak to mainland .

meng 2 (:

i took it (: nice right ?

looks lyk some scene from the movies .

the 'lake' which would be filled up with waste soon ):

the worksheet that we nid to do .

Yeah , and I don't give a damn about you anymore . Just get the freaking hell out of my world and stop bothering me . You're just not gonna be involve in my circle anymore -.- So , don't bother to see anything related to you in my blog any longer ! Last warning for you already . Who cares whether you can live without or with whoever peepo . I have my own life , and you have your own . Thanks for your fucking care . You sarks , and i hate you .

2008-07-23T16:23:00.002+08:00

Yeah, thanks for making my life so miserable . Never felt so happy before . (: LOL
I won't mind it if you all make me all bloody . I would thank you lot for doing so . I don't give a damn whether do you hate me or not . I don't handle things with violence . So what even if you hate someone so much that you just feel like making them suffer. Does it even makes you feel good forever? Or just pure happiness . If it doesn't, then you're just plain dumb. No point in wasting such energy to hate someone. Waste time and effort . Like hell, why do I have to be someone that isn't even like me . I'm nobody's dog

2008-07-19T09:34:00.002+08:00

Oh crappie ! I've having dolls dreams again . This time round, the pleasant kind . I mean, why the hell am I actually so obsessed with dolls lahhs ! I haven't even started on one single entry in my flour baby's diary ! Hahas . I know I'm super -AHEM- :D
I'll start most probably the 2nd last day of caring it . Actually, I didn't even care about it . I mean, I seriously can't look at that bag of flour as my baby ! I don't really wanna have a baby at this age . It's just plain annoying . Sometimes, I even though of throwing it away . It's just that annoying . I have to carry it where ever I go .
And I was here thinking "HEY I WANNA CHANGE MY BLOG URL! " as in another host for my blog. I'm kinda bored of this blogspot thingy . I wanna change it to like 'CAKIE-online.baka.com' or something just plain silly . And then, I was like thinking, Hey! Perhaps I can ask daddie if I get good results for my EOY . Will you buy me two dolls ? Or just one doll ? BLYTHE or PULLIP & TAEYANG DOLL :D I saw them on sale ! It's somewhere in singapore !
Kaes , sometimes I feel that I'm plain weird, you see . I lyk cursed stuffs , I hate four-leaf-clover . I seriously hate it. Though , for most peepos it's just some kind of good luck charm . It's more of a bad luck . And I'm super interested in dolls . BUT ! I'm afraid of chucky . -__- kaes, that's plain weird . Maybe, I'm just weird. Hahas . I can still blend in with peepos , so I guess that's okay :D

2008-07-18T19:12:00.002+08:00

Waynie is super topid kaes . I know that you are shy . Hahas . It's rare to see you so shy before . Since young ? I never seen such a topid and shy waynie before :D What a interesting cousin I have . Hahas . I don't lyk the name that manlyn's calling me . Simi xiao lian lahhs . >_> Do I look lyk i smile everyday ? LOL . I'm frowning ;x Maybe ? I hate waking up so early everyday for school . Grr. I don't even have enough sleep lahhs ! I feel so super tired =="
Today after school , I came home and I saw a bitch in my house . Kaes, I freaking hate that aunt of mine . Though, she's a family . I just hate her . Weisong also hate her kaes . She sarks . She was like , touching my diary kaes . I mean , HEY! THAT IS MY PROPERTY ! QUIT TOUCHING LUHHS ! I have my own piracy kaes . Though, I forgot to close my door after taking something .
Yeah , and that online joshua . Crappie, kaes I don't know who is that oldie . He's freaking annoying ? D: He sarks . He asked me to send him link then later the client . He didn't pay me for it ): Forget it dude . I don't do stuffs that don't benefits me at all when I'm busy .

2008-07-16T21:43:00.004+08:00

Heehee :3 today's laogong's birthday. Yeah, i thought of two weeks earlier and prepared. in the end hors, yesterday then prepare . Today suppose to come to my house a while then go out derhs. But, nevermind he there raining wad ;D
Hahas . :D I gave him his present . He tells me its a bomb then after that orange bra. D: U SEE ME LIDDAT ARHS! GO and die lahhs he. He keep call me auntie sia ! Irritating D: GRRR ! I wan sleep liaos pek chek !

hes dead already -.-

2008-07-07T11:11:00.004+08:00

Hahas . BOOS ! I'm lyk super lazy to link other peepos . Maybe I'll link later . Hahas . Dear's coming to my hse today ;DD Then, daddie's lyk at home cause he's sick DD: Destory my plans of making him wear orange bra . Irritated .
Then, when I tell him that a guy was gonna come and study with me :DD He was lyk. OMG! I thought you didn't wanna to be with any guys anymore . Yeah... I said that before ya know ? ;X Blehh . That was lyk the past ! Lyk hell I won't study . I might wanna take A maths :DD Maybe..? But, I failed my maths for MYE DD:
Who cares ? Anyways , I had a quarrel with him lyk the day before ytd ? He's lyk so super jealous lahh DD: I was only lyk friends with kitty in maple . Then , he's super angry about it . ==" Okayy, cause he was adding stats wad . In the end , okay again . LOL . Heart almost goes Bored man . Tmr still have to go sch lahhs . Oh yeah, meng2 just now smsed me . She's lyk asking me what i'm doing and said that I'm actually thinking about her and missing her . Yeah, you answered your own question . Hahas ;X
Seriously, hazeline , yulia and meng2 are lyk my bestest friends kaes . And they are also lyk sisters to me as well :DD i love you guys tons . And Hazeline I'm sorry for not going to service this week ;x i'm a lazybum!
Yeah . I need to go bathe . SO cya :DD I went to see 2/4's blog . Xavier has not been updating it . LOL . I'm just plain bored . :X

2008-07-03T20:17:00.002+08:00

Daoster bro will do his homework sia. I'm so super amazed lahhs. I love writing in meng2's diary. Hahas. It's fun cursing her. Ehhs, im super sianned. I dunno what to blog. I havent do my science yet luhhs. ==" then red bra is lyk go makan liaos. irritating. He's like so fun to di siao sometimes ;x
My mummie's biased! DD: she's lyk always playing with gigi larhh. Instead of pepper and mint. DD: nevermind, i shall play with them. HMPH!

2008-06-27T19:29:00.002+08:00

Hey! ;DD I'm back. I was able to use comp already since like wednesday. Lmaos, I was busy downloading games inside my psp. So, yeah... ;x No time to post lahhs. I get super irritated of yen liang throwing stupid pieces of rubber bands that he cut during english today. I understand that you're just simply bored ;DD
Yeah, so I was gonna play a maple private server with lil waynie. That server isn't working for duno wat reasons, I think I'm gonna download the client again. They just updated it, or perhaps I should wait for a few days later. When everything's okay already.
My daddie and mummie wanted to play so many games that from 8 gb till 33x mbs left! I only wanted to play like two games or so. ;X Others are like extra games..? Hahas. It's kinda hard to control on psp. I still prefer my PS2 de controllers to play. Hahas. It's like much more comfortable and stuffs lahhs. ;DD Of course, I don't think there's DJ max on ps2 version..? I'm not that sure hahas.
I thought of creating a blogskin, since that I was kinda bored now. ;X Maybe not, I'll stick to playing my psp and chatting with ppls online. I wanted to download stuffs from that webbie.. Yeah, daddie took my psp and play again. ==" Wtf. I wanna play larhhs! D:

2008-05-31T14:37:00.002+08:00

i was tagged by my stuipd kor, Gabriel da AGK addict , to do this quiz.
[[i just dun wanna break the chain ~.~ but i hate this stuffs.]]

Rules-
Blogger who has been tagged has to start with 10 random facts about themselves.
At the end of the quiz, you have to choose 10 people & tag them about this quiz.

1. love my guy, friends and family more than anything else.
2. i don't open up to ppls that easily only some.
3. since young i always dreamt of having a guy to only love me and protect me even now.
4. im seriously afraid of chucky, i'll have nightmares and can't do anything at nights.
5. i am super noisy.
6. im a intro-extrovert :DD
7. though i kinda do liked dolls, but i still cannot keep it because of "that"
8. ive thrown all the dolls that can be found in my house.
9. i hate most teachers and staffs in the school, and i would never respect them.
10. i used to admire my parents a lot.

these 10 people here are tagged by me to do this quiz.
none at the moment

2008-05-30T11:43:00.002+08:00

i just realise how seriously stupid i am. who cares. lmaos. im going to malaysia tmr :DD hahas. count down till i go ish uh... idk...? xD hahas. i'm having a sore throat, its like seriously veri xin ku lorh my throat. if i were to shout today at home, i'll sae goodbye to my voice tmr. i wont be able to talk tmr.
i brought tons of homework with my back to malaysia. like about 3/4 of the whole homework? maybe i'll play with my cousins. xD i'm still a child hahas. im still young can't blame. though, i know that im ageing still. today will be the day before i go malaysia.
maybe i'll talk to him, maybe i wont. :DD as long as he still do kind of cares about me im fine with it...?
oohs, and gabriel korkor is always like i wan drink tea. lmaos. tea addicted. i thought he was only AGK addict. lmaos. im not so sure. hahas. :DD when i come back from malaysia. Linus says that he's treating me for a movie? xD hahas. not sure. maybe, but as long as he's going to watch KUNGFU PANDA with me :DD hahas.
Linus you rock and you sucks ;XX hahas. who ask you to bully ppl? but still, you're seriously a good friend of mine :DD hahas. Though, you're such a OLDIE, yet childish :DD hahas. hope he doesn't come to my blog ;X and thq deon korkor for accompanying me when im really sad. though, i broke ur heart, hahas. still thq a lot. you're always there when i need someone to talk to since that hazeline's gone. I MISS HAZELINE!!! T_T Anyways, thq a lot still. hahas. you were thinking of pon-ing for ur event in poly ;XX
i love you all lots :DD hahas. my computer is still sot sot. Daddie bought inks for that dumbarsse printer which is out of ink. then, last night, my dad, mum and me were like fighting over who was printing the most stuffs lahhs. HELLO! It's suppose to be my mum can? I barely use the printer lahhs. ;X except for that time when i use to photocopy the art piece that clarisse drew for me. But, it was like only, black white and yellow lorh! It's my MUM who used the most inks for printing her stupid pictures and advertisement to promote her business in my room. Yeah, you're using my room you know. ~.~

2008-05-28T02:42:00.002+08:00

i can't sleep! grr... and i missed him. i dun wanna go malaysia. Sometimes, it makes me wonder if it's one-sided love. lmaos. Can't be right...? ~.~ He's like playing his game a lort lahhs. b sort of understand why. sometimes, b just wish that he could just get a day off from his mapling and be with me. blehhs, that ain't gonna work.
and then i came online, he isn't there anymore. will he fall in love with his maple stead? maybe i just don't trust him enough? but i doubt his such guy. i mean that he isn't that KIND of guy right? ppls changed. it's only half a year. blehhs. im sibei confused liao lahhs. but i sort of know that i do love him. :DD
ytd's "date" with mengmeng was cancel and todae im gonna go out with her. hahas. then yulia ytd also msged me. she seems to be in other country now. then she was like asking me why wanna stead with her lorhs. lmaos. :DD i wan to have two zhabor steads! i heard she cut her hair? to me, she looks better with shorter hair, like till the shoulder's length. seriously, she'll look cuter like that.
even cuter than mengmeng. ;X hahas. yeah, now everyone is like dao-ing me on msn. lmaos. zensheng ytd was like a big bullie. he kip sae that he's a female. of course, after that there's this arssehole whom made me dam pissed off. wtf lahhs. then jm korkor was like angry also? lmaos. i think jk korkor gort talk to me arhs? then he was like offline already. ==" i sometimes dun really understand about jk korkor. i know that he's kind-hearted and stuffs. he gets jealous too despite him being a joker. oh well... i just kinda dun really understand him. i can't know him that well even if ive known him for like 1 year plus already going to the 2nd year.
uh... when was his bdae again? hahahas ;X i can't really rmb. oh well... too many ppls bdae to rmb. duhh i cant rmb that well. hahahahas. maybe i can rely on friendster? most probably...

2008-05-27T08:28:00.002+08:00

Onii-sama was like super happy when he was telling me about that girl whom he knew in maple. ;X lmaos. If the two of them are really together, I would be much more happy. :DD Cause, I don't like to see onii-sama in his world. It's so lonely and stuffs.
And zensheng was like telling me that if he were to win a game with his friend he would sms a girl. ==" He won't tell me what he's gonna sms her. Grr... can't even tell your friend? DD: Lmaos. I know it's pretty random. :DD my head seriously hurts a lot. no idea why... :DD and then darr was like calling me to take care of myself. Hahas. I will in a million years later :DD
Ooh, btw ytd talk with gabriel korkor, he was like super racist! Lmaos. He's addicted to AGK. He keep watching those videos lahhs. It's pretty funny some of them. Seriously, that kid is retarded. He's like a laughing stock on youtube already ;XX I should use the word "famous" instead. Hahas.
Yeahh. Like hell I would give up on knowing the answer. :DD I'm a KPO.

2008-05-26T01:47:00.010+08:00

Take a look at my bunneh :DD

It was able to wear my socks lahhs. ;X Most of my stuffs are white. So, it's like kinda hard to see lahhs. But, it's still cute. Hahas. I was thinking of making a skirt for it or something. I didn't went to save my links! Sianned diaos lahhs. Hahas.
Yeah, I wanna be jealous! ;O I don't care whether is she your maple stead. No worries, I won't bring you any trouble. Just playing :DD I'm not that kind of person though I do get jealous. As long as you still love me. I'm fine with everything. And no third party. 'Cause I'm selfish. I don't wanna you to love someone else at the same time :DD Hahas. I know I'm still like a kid.
I'm just simply too immature :DD Hahas. I know that you and I most probably won't be able to last till we grow up right? LMAOS. I know you're OLD already ;X Oh wells. The two of us are pretty different in character and interest as well. Some interest similar though :DD. Let's see how long we can last..?
Tuesday going out with mengmeng laopo :DD Hahas!

i just simply hate some bitches.
seriously i just hate them a lot.

2008-05-25T22:04:00.001+08:00

Kaes. It's a misunderstanding ==" hahas. I don't hate you anymore ;X iloveyou lortts.

2008-05-25T20:41:00.003+08:00

i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you.
I know you've gort another zhabor liaos lorhhs. U good. Fine lorhs, I find another let you see! HMPHS! I rather love mengmeng than to love you. At least, she's better than you canns? YOU SUCKS! Okayy lahhs. Maybe it's some kind of misunderstanding lorhs. But, I doubt so. You don't even love me at all. YOU BIG FATTIE LIAR.
I don't care yous anymore. Whatever thingies gotta do wib you I'll ignore liao lorhhs.
i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you.
My mummie was right. I rather go find ang mor or some other peepos nort from local liaos lerhs lahhs. Arssehole. I go malaysia also will curse that you will fall luhhs!
BAKA BAKA BAKA BAKA BAKA BAKA BAKA BAKA BAKA BAKA BAKA BAKA BAKA BAKA BAKA BAKA BAKA BAKA BAKA BAKA BAKA BAKA BAKA BAKA BAKA BAKA BAKA BAKA.

Okay, that's the end of my hatred for you. ;X Hahas.

Hahas. Sorry laopo for making "love". LMAOS. Dumbarsse "baby" go abandon it lahhs. Hahas. I don't want to have babies ;X LMAOS. My life ish just too random each dae. And when I think about it. Hahas. About those two cousins whom I played before. I seems to get better treatment from the only female daughter of that family. From her 3rd brother better treatments. Hahas. ;X I'll treat her better though. AND I'm sure that I won't even be able to be sibei close with them lahhs. It's like gonna 4 years never see them already. hahas.